There Is No End

Honestly seems like there is no end to this chapter. I'm trying to start a new chapter in life, I want to move on, I want to change. Now the changing there is progress, but the chapter is taking abit longer, I want to clear the air with you two first but you don't plan on giving me a chance to do so.

She wanting to end a relationship for no apparent reason is justified... She's a girl, she is unhappy. But me, having being a fucking wreck for two months wondering what the fuck did I do wrong, did I hurt her, did I offend her, were we going too fast? Fucking questions that run through my head every fucking night and eventually after 4 months deciding to end things because I feel it's not working, that the only time we talk is when I call or bbm or try to go out with her, to take the fucking initiative to try and work things out, now I'm an insensitive, inconsiderate bastard for doing that. You have no fucking idea what I when through.

During that break we had, my mum would ask me "When am I gonna meet her?" All I would tell my mum is that you are busy that you have things to do. Pathetic right?

Well fuck that, I don't want bad blood between us, what has happened has happened but don't just fucking sit there when your best friend goes around spreading shit that isn't true.


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up