Monday, 9 July 2012

I Have Way Too Many Names

Sat-Nav huh? That's a new one. Care to explain? Yes I still do. On occasions. Mate, I feel like shit for not being there when you need someone but I really need to worry about myself at the moment. Shit is looking up for me but just a little bit. The usual drama and shit.


Amazing how after all that we both pretend like nothing happened at all. Shocking, but I want to prove you wrong as Alo said so. Still confused on what is going on but fuck it I'm taking baby steps.


Here I am at 5.02am on a fucking Monday morning, lying in bed regretting stay out chilling but at the same time, I had a fuck load of fun with Vinot and Nal. Last I saw Vinot was back when Inka sent him home.. it was either then or when I when to Back to School. As for Nal the last time I saw her was at the CNY gathering. Yes, it has been fucking long.

Vinot did something amazing today, something of like numerology. Not to predict the future but to tell a little bit about myself with nothing more than my birthday. Everything he said about me was true, even the traits I didn't realize. I was mind fucked, didn't want to believe it so I got him to do Mark. I was truly convinced after that.

Overall tonight was what I needed. Friends, shisha, booze and laughter. No one whom I had affection for, no crazy bitches and surely no drama. Enjoyed it.

Something really made me upset today. Rumors. I ended things because four fucking months, nothing was happening. I was a fucking mess, apparently that is normal for a guy right? To feel pain? But when I ended things, suddenly I'm the dick? See when she wanted to end it I tried, I talked her to taking a break. But she was like "owh okay, yeah" So don't say I'm an asshole for it. As for the whole "sleeping with someone and disrespecting your friends" honey, just saying I slept on the same bed, that was about it, I don't randomly fuck random people kay. I don't do that. That whole thing was a fucking misunderstanding, but whatever. I'll talk to you later today, not to defend myself but to clear the air and you tell you what exactly happened. That is, IF you want to talk to me. Next time, say something instead of putting it on Twitter.. thenkiu


Well no sleep tonight, back to assignments
These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

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