2 Months

May 2014. I don't think I'd be able to ever forget this month of this year. It will forever be seared into my memory till the day I die. The weight of the metal on my wrists. Though the experience itself was not entirely scary the aftermath was bad.

Financial constrains for the past two months so I could pay off the people who paid first. Though I am in debt to them for helping me out, they clearly did not want to help. Some even going to the point to just say no then to continue lecturing me on it. Best part was all that while I was still in looking for help.

Needless to say I learnt alot these two months, I've seen the nasty side of people and also the good. I know who would stand by me and help me overcome the difficulties and who would tell me to fuck off and deal with it on my own.

Yea, I'm bummed about it. But I'm happier burning the bridges that have caused so much pain for so many years. I'm done with these people, I want nothing to do with them and wish them a good life. I hate how they have changed me, I hate how materialistic they are, I hate how two faced they are, I hate the fact that logic does not seem to comprehend to them.

You will not know the struggle as most of you are born with a silver spoon. You will never know the suffering and sleepless nights that some of us put up with wondering how are they to manage on and keep on going when there is nothing left.

I am happy to say, that you people are no longer part of my life. Goodbye and I hope never to see you people again.

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up