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What more can I say? I am really proud of our national team. Two decades and we're finally finding our form, we're finally winning trophies.

These posters are old but these were the ones that gave me chills yo!

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Push.... Erase....

Awww, I remember those pictures!

Wait, who's that?

Who? Him? Fuck If I Know

Yea Who Cares

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Less & Less

I don’t want to go back to college; I don’t want to see them.

I shouldn’t feel soo hurt about this, but I am. And I can’t help it. We are “family” apparently.

I can never hold down a friend. I don’t blame them; I blame me. It always the same story; things goes well, drama here, drama there we get close then something like this happens and I somehow overreact.

I don’t know if I expect too much or too little from them but it ends up the same way. The list goes on regard all the people whom had this “friendship” with me.

The more I think bout it the more I want to see them less.

First day at Chapman’s bar. Boring as hell but have some good companions there; Alvin & Agnes.

Just wanted to get this off my chest.

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Hey, It's Just Fucking Navin

I feel upset, I feel angry and frankly I don’t have anyone who understands me. Remon made a good point earlier regarding the issue at hand. But I guess what everyone fails to understand is I have feeling too. Apparently I don’t have any. I’m just a inconsiderate bastard who disregards everyone else’s feelings.

I hate that feeling, that burning feeling in the chest. Just thinking more about it the more you have the feeling. I try to take a deep breath and try to “cool” myself.

When I hurt you, I apologized once I knew my mistake. Heck, I even felt guilty. I apologized and you just pretended like as if I didn’t. All of you did that. It really hurts. I was being sincere. Feels like you lied when you said you “care”; it doesn’t seem like you care now. Doesn’t seem like you ever cared

It’s like I’m a piece of garbage. An unimportant person. An expandable product. A expandable person.

“What Navin is upset?”

“Fuck, if I care, I mean it’s Navin; we all know how he is”

Remon made some sense, I agree, call me stubborn but I don’t want to pretend like nothing has happened. Would a rapist stop his deeds if he was just let off with a warning? They get whipped in jail and pretty much learn their lesson.

Remon told me to forget about it; I can’t. I give the I don’t care attitude but things like this I do care. I just guess some people are just too proud huh? I guess I’m an idiot with the attitude I have too huh?

Sorry Remon but I am staying put…

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Front Office

Yes it's been ages yet again. Partly coz I'm lazy and due to down age of internet. So finally back to blogging;

So am still loving it at the front office. I am seriously considering majoring in front office later on.

I really had fun with some of my guest. I mean really had fun. For example

Mr. Ivan & Ms. Penny;

I have to say I really enjoy this couple. They were soo friendly and pretty much always in the mood to talk. My point of view with the front office it's hard to find easy to talk to guests like them. What was really an ice breaker was teaching them how to use their brand spanking new DSLR.

Reason for the DSLR is because Ms. Penny is expecting a little one soon. DSLR + baby = really nice pictures.

Miss them, due to the fact I havent found any other guest I can talk to like I talked to them.

Ms. Asther, Family & Friends;

My first guest with I had a relationship with. All thanks to Casey for assigning me to them. It was a lot of work but I really enjoyed the work. Helping them in any way I could.

I just felt somewhat helpless as I couldnt help Mr. Francis look for his beloved G9. I googled it and damn its a nice camera. Soo old school.

This is baby Haley; Mr Francis & Ms Asther's lil' bundle of joy

Ms Sarah & Mr Matthew;

I still remember Mr Matt saying to me;

if you're ever down at UK, gimme a ring, you ain't staying at no hotel, you're stayin with us. And if you don't I'll hunt you down

Australians who live at UK. He's a City supporter... Ergh.

Lastly, my Front office manager, Mr Shahrul, he left PLR yesterday to work for Airasia. Awesome guy, I never actually shed a tear for someone in the industry before this. Only worked under him for less than a month but he meant alot. He didn't act like a manager.

He acted like a friend, brother, father & a teacher.

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

UPDATING

UPDATING LATER AT NIGHT...

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Where'd You Go?

I can honestly say, I'm enjoying my stint at the front office. I love just meeting the guest and talking to them. I can say my calling is at front office. NOT housekeeping.

I just need to brush up my social skills abit more. I realised I stutter, choke and mumble when I dont feel comfortable talking to the guest, or feel like I'm talking to a wall.

What's wrong?

What's bugging you?

Everything is good, but you still dont seem happy

Are you alright?

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up