You Can Never Go Wrong With Linkin Park

Hey peeps. Things when more and more south. Frankly I rather not talk about it. But for the record I would most probably die alone.

So didn't that much since the last post. Though this one thing has been bugging me. What happened to you? You changed tremendously. At first I thought I wouldn't care but honestly, I value your friendship.

But you, why do you have to act like a bitch suddenly? Why do you have to be anti social, to be "busy" when we call you and ask you out? Text me and then when I reply you just ignore it? Seriously what is up with that?

Dude, seriously if you have some issues with us or any individual one of us (not sure if that sentence is right) then tell us. This whole cold war thing, it is stupid and freaking immature. Biar la, that is up to you.

Make life easier for everyone. Coz you are making a few of us worried. Make us wait like idiots and later on you will stab us. Jeez, 4 more weeks. I dont have to see most of you people. I cant wait.

You know who you are... at least I hope you do

Going back to the roots of my music... Linkin Park

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Drives & Music

First of, Happy Wesak Day to all my Buddhist buddies and readers (if there even readers)

so today was a public holiday and a Tuesday. Didn't make the day any different. Woke up at around 1 in the noon. This is because of my sleep cycle being screwed, I usually sleep like at 4 or 5 AM. So woke up watched some tv.

Went for a drive to get my mind off things. I found some really peaceful places in Bangsar to just gather my thoughts. It felt great I guess. But when I met up with some friends at the basketball, when I met up with civilization again, I felt somewhat lost and unhappy.

This is hitting me harder than I expected. I need to get it over with. I'm not too sure what the hell am I fearing. Just thinking about it makes me realize how pathetic I am.

It's 3.47AM now, all that is keeping me calm now are these

Questions has always been there for me. It is the perfect song to calm down to.

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Contemplation

I rushed it. I don't think I'm cut out for it. I sub-consciously do it and not realize until it's too late. If anything it's my fault. I am stupid.

There is so many things I want to write right now. But it's not the time for it yet

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Crashing Down

I don't know what to say, I'm frustrated and pretty much just disappointed with myself. I do things without thinking about the consequences and this isn't doing me any good.

I really can't wait to get over with this term. To get over with this part of my life. Two more months, roughly another 5 weeks till this is all over.

Mani plans on going to Langkawi again. Frankly it is just what the doctor ordered.

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Long Ago

Agreed, I have been neglecting my blog yet again. Lot of things in my hands.. or at least it feels like that.

Shit, I'm just looking forward to June. I just looking forward of ending my Diploma. I can't stand everything that is going on with these people. Way too much drama man.

Over the break I was back working in Chilli's and met some really awesome people. One of em thought me about patience. I've never seen him upset and or angry unless its something really close to his heart.

The next two months that is pretty much what I'll be doing. Mask on yo!

It's upsetting that how we once used to all good friends and now there is a cold war. There are walls, there are restrictions, there are people acting indifferent to what has happened. There are people who have changed all together. All six terms there were drama but the last three terms is where all of the dramas come from.

Listening to some mashups. And I loik!!

Muse vs Pendulum... it fits really well

This vid is like when you are out having an awesome club party or something... sheet!! I wanna go for a pendulum concert!

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Carling Cup Final

Well it's the third time I've experienced this. It's getting way too familiar. Third time I've supported my team and they reached the finals just to crash and burn.

First with France,

Then Holland,

Now Arsenal

Some reason I was really upset over their loss in the Carling Cup. I guess being a fan for soo long has got me to be really attached to the team. Really expected the a win but then again I really underestimated Birmingham City.

Ben Foster Is A Monster

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Expensive February

Its the last day of February and yet another end to another month of 2011. Time is passing by a little bit too fast. I mean it's already week 8 in term 5 and well the exams draw closer. Penang draws closer. Still short on cash.

I have to admit February has been the most expensive month for me so far. As easy as money comes in its as easy as money comes out. Today morning I had Our 50 in my wallet. Now I'm left with a little less than 20. It supposed to last till Friday. Need to go to Chilli's and see if I can still work over there. Extra income is more than welcomed.

Our food promotion event is finally over. It went well even through all the nonsense that we had to go through. Still pissed over a few things but I'd rather just let it go. Right now I just hate the fact that some people take random pms or whatever that person has and shoots either me or Wayne. When I'm rude back she says I'm always rude to her. Dude I dont even want to imagine what she would be like if she was pregnant

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Painful Painful Lesson

our first game resulted in defeat. We lost 3-0

I blame my self in a way. Confidence was at an all time low. Only chance I got was offside.

Top it off I got injured. Race against time to get recovered by Friday. A day I'm somewhat not looking forward to.

Anyhu just about done with editing for today. Two more day left for editing. Rate I'm going I dont think we would have enough... At least 20 I'm set.

Gonna crash will update soo... I hope

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Long Long Hours

Had a good day, except for French, I really don't think the results for French this term isn't gonna be that great.

After class pick her up and took her to college as everyone wanted to meet her. And my oh my did Wayne and Mani have fun. Babi ask questions after questions about all sorts. We didn't spend long together but just seeing her did my heart good.

After that, futsal! I really didn't want to play but what to do. Can't keep a guy from his sports eh?

It felt really good to run with the ball on even surface. But in a few wonderful goals but missed quite a few opportunities.

That's all for now... half time over and we're down 1- 0 lets go GUNNERS!

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

I Agree

I have to admit, you are right. I do have too much at my hands. I really wish I could just unload it on others. But then again, that would be too easy huh? What you see is the tip of the iceberg. I'd rather not burden anyone by tell about ALL of my problems.

Taking on too many responsibilities at once is never smart. But then again, never saying no or asking for help is not any better.

I'm not denying and I'm not defending. For once I can say I'm agreeing with you. But did you ask and see why? If I did go, I would have really been screwed by the family.

I'm sorry I'm not the person that you expect me to be.

I'm sorry that I'm too full of myself

I'm sorry that my ego is too big

I'm sorry I can't fulfil my promises

I'm sorry I can't keep my word

February is giving me nothing but trouble yo. It's only been 15 days in and well, just keeping cool and getting whatever I can done.

I really love this picture... cant tell if she's real or not

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

You Dont Need A Blog

It's really contradicting to say so but yea I made up my mind and I'm not gonna privatize my blog. Its for the world to see and I really dont care if you do.

A buddy of mine is having issues. I mean if it was one of the ordinary joe's I'd ask the fella if he's alright but this fella would just reply "I'm okay" Sadly, he's a horrible liar. Like seriously horrible liar.

Why would you have a blog which everyone knows about then change the link and not tell any of your friends? Wait, lemme rephrase; family members? I mean that's what you claim right? Just curious.

I mean if you dont want anyone to read youur blog then make it private kan? Lagi, when people ask for you link, don't say "I don't know" or something like that. Just tell them straight in their face, "I dont want to give you" dont need to sugar coat it and shit yo.

I'm Just Saying, BRAAHH

Well I had a rather productive holiday. I did pretty much nothing other than visit people's house for open houses and sketching. I feel my inpiration flowing when I sketch. Soo much to sketch but soo useless at it

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Thinking of making my blog private.. I'd rather keep my thoughts to myself than to the world. Don't know why just like doing so

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

You People

Hmmm... Not a single call or text other than for work or their own benefits. Jeez nothing at all. Not surprised really and don't really care. They can all die for all I care. I mean really you'd expect it to be like I respect you and you respect me. There is no such thing in this dog eat dog work.

Everyone has their own agenda and plans. I'm currently in a tight spot and don't really know who to talk to about it. I really need help but am too afraid and embarrassed to ask for it. Can't blame me... Male ego talking

This should be a memorable post as its my first ever post typed from my very own blackberry.. I didn't feel like blogging until I was on my bed... That seems to be the case all the time.

Had a good workout playing basketball. Seriously think there is something wrong with my calfs and my legs. Abit of sports and they feel like giving way like as if I did an extreme workout. Even right now my legs are aching

Aw shit... I think I'm getting old

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Depriving My Blog Of Updates

Jeez, I really forgot about the blog eh? Can't help it. To many things on my plate, that I'd rather just use twitter to put up a quick post.


Yes, there is alot to do and not much time to do stuff. I cant say the restaurant event as something to do or as a pain in the ass. It's pretty much covered thanks to a certain gentleman... you know who you are. But its the other things, tons of assignments and paperwork. Group assignments which require video presentations and shit.


And what the hell is up with English? Seriously she has issues yo!


About two to three weeks ago I had a listen to Pendulums songs from the new album... I felt like the good ol days, just nothing but drum & bass.

I give you Immersion

What we have here are three music videos from their awesome album... awesome awesome album....


After listening to this number I told myself "I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THIS ALBUM!"
One hour later I was seriously damn blardy happy


From watching this you can tell that the part 2 is gonna be much more awesome.. its like everything has a sequal in their music videos


Feel the pain this yo.... this too would most probably have a prequel...


This is all for now.. Mr Zikri is in class Kseeyoubai


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Powerhouses

The first week is about everyone, all are curious how one another are doing, what happened in the 3 months they did not see each other, curious on relationship statuses, what's hot and what's not

Second week, die Hexen has arrived. Everyone is under the spell. Everyone is under the assumption that it is on top of the world. It belongs on top of the world and no one can question it.

Slowly things would go back to how it was, the long gossip sessions, the everyday drama and what not. Der Habicht wanted to stand strong and stand firm with his decision. His choice of avoiding die Kries der Hexen. I hope that he's right this time.

Die Kries der Hexen and their addiction to the Hexerei, which consumes the very essence of their once human souls. Even when they seem like they are doing something good... this the other way...

As for die verrückt Förster, he'll do what he does best. Try and not give a rats ass about anyone here. Dodge bullets, get work done and avoid drama at all costs.

Miss You =)

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Guilt

It was immature, it was stupid and I should have know better. I shouldn't done it no matter what the reason. I want to start a new year with a new me. I don't want to destroy my resolution so early in the year... it's not even been a month yet.

To believe,

To be strong,

To outgrow it

As of Monday, shit's gonna really hit the fan. Classroom occupancy will be at full house or at 99% capacity. Noise factors and gossip factors are going to go through the roof. I'll just have to do what I do best.

Got really frustrated today, our restaurant professional activity seemed to be going in circles with each director making child-like errors and decisions. With abit of the fickle mindedness with really ticked me off. But whats the point of getting all worked up for this huh?

Only people I feel soo relaxed with are Ainin, Jeng & You (you know who you are).

I went yumcha with Ainin and KaJeng a few nights back and it was really fun to catch up with them. It's been quite some time since I met them. I was just thinking, other than Mark; these two people are my only friends from high school. That are my age that is. The rest have "disappeared" from my life.

Note to self... deleted useless people from facebook

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Spoil Me

When I got back from Pangkor and looked at my Sony W350i, I thought to myself;

It's time I let him go

And yes I plan to join the monkeys in the BB clan. I want to get a blackberry

More specifically the Blackberry Curve 8520 =)

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up