Sleep Deficiency

Can't sleep therefore my mind begins to think of all kinds of things, it's getting darker and darker

It's still there and it's still buzzing



Funny As You Maybe, Nobody Will Know How You Feel Inside, Whether You Are Hurt, Sad Or Happy And You'd Wake Up Everyday Regretting That

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Buzzing Like A Bee

Funny As You Maybe, Nobody Will Know How You Feel Inside, Whether You Are Hurt, Sad Or Happy And You'd Wake Up Everyday Regretting That

It's buzzing in my head like an angry bee. It's sad and it's pathetic, I'm upset and I can't do anything about it.


Somewhat feels parts of my life is in ruins

Love Life - Ruins
Friendship - Ruins
Education - Still Alive


I wish I actually have a good friend which I can talk to right now. Unfortunately, I don't


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Owh Baby, Baby!

Was blog hopping just now and I realised most bloggers are REAL narcissist or have bad English.



For the narcissistic bloggers they go to the point to make their picture the header picture. PUH-LEASE! First thing you see when you click on their link...

Their ugly face

I mean DAYUM!! Attention seeking or what?


And then there is that very the not so good English. I is thinking that I scratch head to me thinking what is they try to saying. THE WHAT HELL!!


These insults were not directed to anyone in specific. If you feel like you have been insulted go cry yourself a river.


Some people really tick me off. After they piss me off they actually have the bloody nerve to come and ask me

What's wrong with you?

Example, K & D.

K asked me to pick him up from his house since it was raining. I said okay and I'll be there in 5 minutes. This dumb ass didnt want to wait and instead started to walk in the fucking rain. And then expect me to just open my door for him. I dont want to get my car wet. I told him. Because there will be a damp smell in the car and is hard to get rid of.

But this moron replied

Relek lah

His usual reply. I should have just put the car in "R" and drove off. But I didn't I let him in. (I'm softening up).


D on the other hand wanted to go for lunch. When I call him he said it's canceled, let's have dinner instead. No problem. Devi's he said but I said Kismat for it has better shisha.

Cannot la, my aunt thinks I'm around Devi's so I gotta stay around there

He says. I told this to Mark and he was surprised that he actually listens to his aunt. This moron comes late and I lost my mood. K & D were making a scene as usual and I just wanted to leave.

Where else can i say this? I needed to let it out. So I say it here. If I approach them the most probable answer I'd get is

Relek lah

This group of people, REALLY REALLY pissed me off.
1. As group mates, you'd expect to be called if there is work to be done like a video
2. YOU DONT FUCKING TELL ONE DAY BEFORE THE ASSIGNMENT IS DUE THAT THERE CAN ONLY BE 4 PEOPLE NOT 5!

What could I do? Can't kick the others coz these idiots did the work by themselves. Hence, leaving me alone and trying to finish an assignment in less than one day.

THANKS GUYS! MEANS A LOT!

It's not the first time you people have done it and sure as hell not the last time you people will do it.



In my 19 years alive all I want is a dark corner to just sit at and be alone. That way I won't be hurt and taken for granted.

Funny As You Maybe, Nobody Will Know How You Feel Inside, Whether You Are Hurt, Sad Or Happy And You'd Wake Up Everyday Regretting That

-A Friend Of Mine

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Painkillers & Suicides

I wish there were painkillers for this, just take it all away. The pain, the misery and that dark cloud above my head.

My neck hurts and I'm not too sure why. Painkillers for that too
Everlasting pain in the knee, Vicodin maybe?


Emo la you Navin!


Remon once said that playing the guitar makes you forget about everything, big or small. That's the one thing I love about the guitar. Currently attempting to play Radiohead's No Surprises





Last F&B practical class. Not sure if I'm happy or sad. I' just felt really really tired. Lack of sleep or something.


Two more weeks. Two more weeks of class then its exams. Not to say I'm looking forward to the exams but its after the exams. A week break if I'm not mistaken, I think I just want to sleep. Tired as hell.






Khalilul showed me this and I was like whoa, the song really suited it and this made me want to download the whole of season 6.

Everything You Know About Me Now Baby You Gonna Have To Change
You Goin To Call It By A Brand New Name
Please Please Please Don't Drag Me
Please Please Please Don't Drag Me
Please Please Please Don't Drag Me Down

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Light & Magic

F&B wine class today, Mr. Anshul made us try both red & white wine. Shiraz & Chardonnay respectively. Had the Chardonnay first and it wasn't bad, surprisingly it tasted better than usual white wine which I've consumed before.


When it came to the Shiraz, I wasn't in the mood anymore. I was like "ERGH"

Sad part?

I love red wine. But I guess having rice and prawn sambal for lunch was a step too far. But everyone still gave me theirs JUST BECAUSE I'M INDIAN!! Pfftt... didn't finish it. It wasn't worth it and I was driving home. I don't plan on getting drunk for a long time.



So after class met Aswine and Gabrielle. Gabe is somehow the guy version of me, she eats like there is no tomorrow, she loves Arsenal and she likes Robin van Persie.

Where have you been all my life?
Eating
...

Gabe, Me

I'm going through some music revolution or something. I'm in a really music mood. I need music with me and lately with the guitar craze its nothing but Jack Johnson that keeps me going.

Born in Hawaii, therefore he has that chilling songs in his blood

So as to surfing

Yes the same guy who sang Upside Down for the movie Curious George, that cute ass monkey. A must watch movie, age is not the matter

Jack, you so awesome that you should come to Malaysia and perform

Left On The Lights, Is There Somebody Home, Light And Magic
You Cut Your Hair And Made A Friend, Now They're Falling Into You
This Is The Closest That You Will Get To Them, How Do You Do?
You Left On The Lights, Is There Somebody Home?

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

One Hell Of A Spontaneous Weekend

This Is Mandy The Duck

All Edible Animals Have The Good Life After They Are Dead, All Expense Paid Spa Treatment, Or As I Like Calling It, FINGERING CHICKEN/DUCK!

We had public speaking on Friday. A continuation of Thursday, for the people who didn't do it yet. I spoke on music like how I've written about it in a previous post. Thing is it made me sound like I have some illness and I would die without music. I don't think people would understand what I mean.


Everyone was sensitive, lots of tears shed and I can't say I shed a tear. I haven't been able to cry since Annae's death. My emotions are somewhat dead. In some way we got to know each other better.


After all that....

Jason Mraz paid us a visit

DH34 G1,2's Jason Mraz to be exact

It was an awesome day. Really enjoyed ourselves with futsal and chilled at the student life centre with the guitars. What else do you expect us to do huh? It was really cool how all of us were just jamming. We plan to make it a Friday thing.

Random Thought:
Girl In Fire Reminds Me Of Term 1, Business In Hospitality And Tourism Presentation

The Sewers Belch Me Up
The Heavens Spit Me Out
From Ethers Tragic I Am Born Again
And Now I'm With You Now
Inside Your World Of Wow
To Move In Desires Made Of Deadly Pretends
Till The End Times Begin

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

I'm Going To The Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair

Seriously, what would we be without deodorant? We'd be like smelly people who can't hit on girls. Heck I still can't hit on girls.


Why am I talking about body care products?

BECAUSE MOST OF YOU PEOPLE SMELL BAD!
I CAN SMELL YOUR TRACES WHEN YOU READ THIS BLOG!!

No lah I'm kidding, Gatsby is having a Deodorant Street Fair at Times Square.


Okay before you guys imagine a fair just full of deodorant, lemme give you a fair picture of what it's gonna be. There's gonna be games and prizes

WHAT KIND OF GAMES?!

Well there is Sumo Wrestling (best for skinny people cause you'd be wearing an air bag suit, you can feel fat!), gladiator battles and other addictive games you'd expect at a fun fair. Sorry, guys no kissing booth.

ARE THERE PRIZES?

Other than that, what fun fair would be a fun fair without a lucky draw, huh? Not sure but I think there are cool prizes up for grabs but not sure if it's part of the lucky draw. Only way to find out it so go there *hint*hint*

WHERE & WHEN?

Date: 17th April 2010
Time: 10am till 5pm
Venue: Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

EH, I STILL GOT QUESTIONS!

I malas wanna layan already,
For more info go to www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair





These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

That's Different

This Song Is Now Officially Stuck In My Head

So our PA event is over and I'm glad that's over with. Won't have to put up with that lecturer anymore. In my opinion it went quite well, we just lacked the number of people who attended the forum.


The speakers were awesome, Mr. Melvin (Isabell's dad) was really cool, I mean all the last minute-ness from me and stuff and even with that he still came.


Mr. Calvin Seow, Wayne's speaker and uncle. He was the sporting one and he made the whole lecture theater somewhat lively.


Mr. Andrew Carlyle, Nancy's speaker. He did have some interesting facts but I guess he didn't have much to say because the other two speakers said it for him.



Even was great but I didn't like the way how our group was. I mean, just suck it up for one day and do as you are told. Heck it's only for 2 hours. What they did to Venice wasn't nice. She didn't hear anything and missed out on the lecture. She sounded disappointed. I feel like I let her down. I should have got some other people to help out, out side. What happened to the Welcoming and Promotion team?


They were oogling Mr. Andrew. I don't have to say who. You people figure it out. I'm sick of all of it.


During English class we had our second part to our public speaking and our topics we are given to choose from?

• The Day I Lost It
• The Most Important Thing/Person
• The Most Embarrassing Thing In My Life

I had trouble picking a topic. I'm not sure what I've lost that I want to talk about, my whole life is embarrassing and I don't think there was an important figure in my life. Something I realised, other than this blog I rarely open up about my life to people.


Well I don't want to talk about everyone who spoke but I just want to highlight one person, Remon, I'd rather not say what he was talking about because it's a tad bit sensitive. But that one line he said, it made me realise that it's the first time I'm hearing it. I haven't heard that line before.

My Best Friend, Navin

My friends before this have never used it. I didn't know what to say, I was some how honored.


But public speaking today had a very dark note to it. Everyone who went up was either in tears or about to be in tears. Again something I haven't done in a long time. It's been 3 years if I'm not mistaken.

So Don't Let The World Bring You Down,
Not Everyone Here Is That Fucked Up And Cold,
Remember Why You Came And While You're Alive,
Experience The Warmth Before You Grow Old

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Playgirl

I've gone to a trance like Ladytron music zone


I've been having a somewhat bittersweet week. PA even coming up real close and the venue not confirmed till like 5 hours ago and kitchen class.


Class was really good, we did everything efficiently and we were given a one hour break. That is a first time for us. And we left early because we cleaned up fast. I was happy with our work and how we did it. But wasn't happy with some people.


Work first, clean up THEN eat and enjoy together. Otherwise other people will complain that they didn't get the dessert or what not.

IT"S NOT FOOD! She say. Seriously, as long as you can put it in your mouth and swallow its edible.


Wayne and I had a very interesting conversation today. We first talked about the best invention one can have. We narrowed it down to the Mind Reader, Wish Maker and the Remote Control from CLICK.


Then we moved to something rather darker. Death.

What would be your ideal death?

Suicide: Over dosage Of Sleeping Pills, Alcohol Poisoning


Natural: Die In My Sleep, *CANT REMEMBER*


Accidental: Doing Something Heroic Like Saving A Life, Hit By A Lamborghini

Navin Wayne

It was a creepy yet interesting conversation.

My Love Life Is A Plane Wreck

Playgirl, Why Are You Sleeping In Tomorrow’s World?
Hey, Playgirl
Playgirl, Why Are You Dancing When You Could Be Alone?
Hey, Playgirl
Playgirl, Why Are You Sleeping In Tomorrow’s World?
Hey, Playgirl
Playgirl, Choking On Cigarettes Won't Get You Along
Hey, Playgirl

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Owh How I Wish

How I Wish I Had Someone Like That,
Watching It Makes Me Soo Jealous,
Someone To Hold,
To Talk To,
Someone To Make Laugh,
And Smile.


I'm Soo Jealous

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Tersangat Kemalasan

Alot has happened and as usual I'm infront of the computer and when I think of updating the blog I say to myself,

Later Laa

So played futsal for two days straight. First day was with Vino and the usual bunch. They were desperate for people so they called the "Superstar" to come and play. As usual, late and is all talk but no show.

WEI PASS HERE
*Loses ball*

While my mission of the game was to score goals, which I did, his mission was to TRY and kick the ball straight or to someone instead of kicking it out.



Second day of futsal....



Yes, it rained. But we, being guys with too much testosterone decided to continue on playing in the rain. Okay that was alright but no, the guy up stairs wasn't happy with this decision that he decided to make it rain even heavier.


We just told him to shut up and let us continue on with the game. I scored a hattrick.

Why Men Can Never, I Repeat NEVER, Be Car Models

Faz, Ashley and Vanessa cheered me up with this end of last year. I was really upset for some reason and they wrote this and stuck it on my Volvo's windshield wiper. Thanks a bunch guys

To That Asshole, this is all I can say

There's A Ghost In Me
Who Wants To Say "I'm Sorry"
Doesn't Mean I'm Sorry

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up