I feel upset, I feel angry and frankly I don’t have anyone who understands me. Remon made a good point earlier regarding the issue at hand. But I guess what everyone fails to understand is I have feeling too. Apparently I don’t have any. I’m just a inconsiderate bastard who disregards everyone else’s feelings.
I hate that feeling, that burning feeling in the chest. Just thinking more about it the more you have the feeling. I try to take a deep breath and try to “cool” myself.
When I hurt you, I apologized once I knew my mistake. Heck, I even felt guilty. I apologized and you just pretended like as if I didn’t. All of you did that. It really hurts. I was being sincere. Feels like you lied when you said you “care”; it doesn’t seem like you care now. Doesn’t seem like you ever cared
It’s like I’m a piece of garbage. An unimportant person. An expandable product. A expandable person.
“What Navin is upset?”
“Fuck, if I care, I mean it’s Navin; we all know how he is”
Remon made some sense, I agree, call me stubborn but I don’t want to pretend like nothing has happened. Would a rapist stop his deeds if he was just let off with a warning? They get whipped in jail and pretty much learn their lesson.
Remon told me to forget about it; I can’t. I give the I don’t care attitude but things like this I do care. I just guess some people are just too proud huh? I guess I’m an idiot with the attitude I have too huh?
Sorry Remon but I am staying put…
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