She...

I think I've made up my mind. There is nothing I can do about it. We're from two totally different worlds.

I'm Screwed Up

She's Perfect

I don't know if it was one sided or maybe she felt the same way. I could never tell, I can never interpret girls. But one thing is for sure, I'm way too afraid to do anything about it.


I remember the first time I saw her, it was like a "love at first sight thing" but more like she was different, she stood out even though she was somewhat shy and quiet. There was just something about her. She stole my heart.


She stole it and never gave it back, pretending like she never even took it. I think I made it obvious and she was most probably continued replying my messages out of common courtesy.


Soo many times, I would be having an argument in my head about what she thinks of me and whether I should move on that maybe she isn't the one. I've been fickle minded about this.


Mainly because she would dangle just that little bit of hope that maybe she feels the same way I do and then she just snatches it away. So many times, but I've been angry at her for doing so. I can't and don't think I could ever be mad at her.


I'm moving on, as painful as it is going to be I'm moving on.


Relationship is full of shit when it comes to me, it's ALWAYS one sided and I'm at the losing end.




Yes, I started to think again...


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up