He Can Only Fool Himself For So Long

Shit I need more sleep, my schedule is as follows since Monday;


10.00a.m. - Wake Up
12.15p.m. - Walk To Alexis
9.30p.m. - Shower & Computer
1.00a.m. - Sleep


This has been my cycle for awhile. Next week I'll be on the morning shift so I guess I need to sleep earlier. But the week after that I'll be on night shift which means closing up the restaurant at 1 or 2 a.m.


This week is considered over, another 4 more weeks at Alexis. I didn't mention, I'll be doing another 5 more weeks of training somewhere else because Alexis doesn't allow interns to do kitchen because they are afraid we'll "ruin" the food. Whatever.

So Frans and I will be doing the other 5 weeks of training somewhere else. I'm just looking forward to after training, the college gang plans to go to Langkawi. My second time in less than a year. I'm not complaining it would be just what we need. A paradise in more ways than one if you know what I mean

When it comes to how to live his life
He can't be told
Says he's got it all under control
Thinks he knows it's not a problem he's stuck with
But in reality, it'd be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can't hold the reigns
The pain is worse 'cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he's got
But can't get off the carousel
Until he makes it stop

He can only fool himself for so long

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up