Sleep Deficiency

Can't sleep therefore my mind begins to think of all kinds of things, it's getting darker and darker

It's still there and it's still buzzing



Funny As You Maybe, Nobody Will Know How You Feel Inside, Whether You Are Hurt, Sad Or Happy And You'd Wake Up Everyday Regretting That

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Buzzing Like A Bee

Funny As You Maybe, Nobody Will Know How You Feel Inside, Whether You Are Hurt, Sad Or Happy And You'd Wake Up Everyday Regretting That

It's buzzing in my head like an angry bee. It's sad and it's pathetic, I'm upset and I can't do anything about it.


Somewhat feels parts of my life is in ruins

Love Life - Ruins
Friendship - Ruins
Education - Still Alive


I wish I actually have a good friend which I can talk to right now. Unfortunately, I don't


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Owh Baby, Baby!

Was blog hopping just now and I realised most bloggers are REAL narcissist or have bad English.



For the narcissistic bloggers they go to the point to make their picture the header picture. PUH-LEASE! First thing you see when you click on their link...

Their ugly face

I mean DAYUM!! Attention seeking or what?


And then there is that very the not so good English. I is thinking that I scratch head to me thinking what is they try to saying. THE WHAT HELL!!


These insults were not directed to anyone in specific. If you feel like you have been insulted go cry yourself a river.


Some people really tick me off. After they piss me off they actually have the bloody nerve to come and ask me

What's wrong with you?

Example, K & D.

K asked me to pick him up from his house since it was raining. I said okay and I'll be there in 5 minutes. This dumb ass didnt want to wait and instead started to walk in the fucking rain. And then expect me to just open my door for him. I dont want to get my car wet. I told him. Because there will be a damp smell in the car and is hard to get rid of.

But this moron replied

Relek lah

His usual reply. I should have just put the car in "R" and drove off. But I didn't I let him in. (I'm softening up).


D on the other hand wanted to go for lunch. When I call him he said it's canceled, let's have dinner instead. No problem. Devi's he said but I said Kismat for it has better shisha.

Cannot la, my aunt thinks I'm around Devi's so I gotta stay around there

He says. I told this to Mark and he was surprised that he actually listens to his aunt. This moron comes late and I lost my mood. K & D were making a scene as usual and I just wanted to leave.

Where else can i say this? I needed to let it out. So I say it here. If I approach them the most probable answer I'd get is

Relek lah

This group of people, REALLY REALLY pissed me off.
1. As group mates, you'd expect to be called if there is work to be done like a video
2. YOU DONT FUCKING TELL ONE DAY BEFORE THE ASSIGNMENT IS DUE THAT THERE CAN ONLY BE 4 PEOPLE NOT 5!

What could I do? Can't kick the others coz these idiots did the work by themselves. Hence, leaving me alone and trying to finish an assignment in less than one day.

THANKS GUYS! MEANS A LOT!

It's not the first time you people have done it and sure as hell not the last time you people will do it.



In my 19 years alive all I want is a dark corner to just sit at and be alone. That way I won't be hurt and taken for granted.

Funny As You Maybe, Nobody Will Know How You Feel Inside, Whether You Are Hurt, Sad Or Happy And You'd Wake Up Everyday Regretting That

-A Friend Of Mine

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Painkillers & Suicides

I wish there were painkillers for this, just take it all away. The pain, the misery and that dark cloud above my head.

My neck hurts and I'm not too sure why. Painkillers for that too
Everlasting pain in the knee, Vicodin maybe?


Emo la you Navin!


Remon once said that playing the guitar makes you forget about everything, big or small. That's the one thing I love about the guitar. Currently attempting to play Radiohead's No Surprises





Last F&B practical class. Not sure if I'm happy or sad. I' just felt really really tired. Lack of sleep or something.


Two more weeks. Two more weeks of class then its exams. Not to say I'm looking forward to the exams but its after the exams. A week break if I'm not mistaken, I think I just want to sleep. Tired as hell.






Khalilul showed me this and I was like whoa, the song really suited it and this made me want to download the whole of season 6.

Everything You Know About Me Now Baby You Gonna Have To Change
You Goin To Call It By A Brand New Name
Please Please Please Don't Drag Me
Please Please Please Don't Drag Me
Please Please Please Don't Drag Me Down

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Light & Magic

F&B wine class today, Mr. Anshul made us try both red & white wine. Shiraz & Chardonnay respectively. Had the Chardonnay first and it wasn't bad, surprisingly it tasted better than usual white wine which I've consumed before.


When it came to the Shiraz, I wasn't in the mood anymore. I was like "ERGH"

Sad part?

I love red wine. But I guess having rice and prawn sambal for lunch was a step too far. But everyone still gave me theirs JUST BECAUSE I'M INDIAN!! Pfftt... didn't finish it. It wasn't worth it and I was driving home. I don't plan on getting drunk for a long time.



So after class met Aswine and Gabrielle. Gabe is somehow the guy version of me, she eats like there is no tomorrow, she loves Arsenal and she likes Robin van Persie.

Where have you been all my life?
Eating
...

Gabe, Me

I'm going through some music revolution or something. I'm in a really music mood. I need music with me and lately with the guitar craze its nothing but Jack Johnson that keeps me going.

Born in Hawaii, therefore he has that chilling songs in his blood

So as to surfing

Yes the same guy who sang Upside Down for the movie Curious George, that cute ass monkey. A must watch movie, age is not the matter

Jack, you so awesome that you should come to Malaysia and perform

Left On The Lights, Is There Somebody Home, Light And Magic
You Cut Your Hair And Made A Friend, Now They're Falling Into You
This Is The Closest That You Will Get To Them, How Do You Do?
You Left On The Lights, Is There Somebody Home?

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

One Hell Of A Spontaneous Weekend

This Is Mandy The Duck

All Edible Animals Have The Good Life After They Are Dead, All Expense Paid Spa Treatment, Or As I Like Calling It, FINGERING CHICKEN/DUCK!

We had public speaking on Friday. A continuation of Thursday, for the people who didn't do it yet. I spoke on music like how I've written about it in a previous post. Thing is it made me sound like I have some illness and I would die without music. I don't think people would understand what I mean.


Everyone was sensitive, lots of tears shed and I can't say I shed a tear. I haven't been able to cry since Annae's death. My emotions are somewhat dead. In some way we got to know each other better.


After all that....

Jason Mraz paid us a visit

DH34 G1,2's Jason Mraz to be exact

It was an awesome day. Really enjoyed ourselves with futsal and chilled at the student life centre with the guitars. What else do you expect us to do huh? It was really cool how all of us were just jamming. We plan to make it a Friday thing.

Random Thought:
Girl In Fire Reminds Me Of Term 1, Business In Hospitality And Tourism Presentation

The Sewers Belch Me Up
The Heavens Spit Me Out
From Ethers Tragic I Am Born Again
And Now I'm With You Now
Inside Your World Of Wow
To Move In Desires Made Of Deadly Pretends
Till The End Times Begin

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

I'm Going To The Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair

Seriously, what would we be without deodorant? We'd be like smelly people who can't hit on girls. Heck I still can't hit on girls.


Why am I talking about body care products?

BECAUSE MOST OF YOU PEOPLE SMELL BAD!
I CAN SMELL YOUR TRACES WHEN YOU READ THIS BLOG!!

No lah I'm kidding, Gatsby is having a Deodorant Street Fair at Times Square.


Okay before you guys imagine a fair just full of deodorant, lemme give you a fair picture of what it's gonna be. There's gonna be games and prizes

WHAT KIND OF GAMES?!

Well there is Sumo Wrestling (best for skinny people cause you'd be wearing an air bag suit, you can feel fat!), gladiator battles and other addictive games you'd expect at a fun fair. Sorry, guys no kissing booth.

ARE THERE PRIZES?

Other than that, what fun fair would be a fun fair without a lucky draw, huh? Not sure but I think there are cool prizes up for grabs but not sure if it's part of the lucky draw. Only way to find out it so go there *hint*hint*

WHERE & WHEN?

Date: 17th April 2010
Time: 10am till 5pm
Venue: Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

EH, I STILL GOT QUESTIONS!

I malas wanna layan already,
For more info go to www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair





These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up