To Set Free The Mind

Yes, it's been too long. It's been almost a year since I last blogged. Why the sudden urge to blog?

Simple

I've come to realize that the blog has become dead. People rarely come to visit it making it a great place to express myself. At least for the time being. Can't really do this on Facebook; people would think that I'm a emo baby. And frankly I hate it when people post up every fucking thing on Facebook. As for Twitter? Too many people follow me and again, people have been complaining that my tweets have been a tad bit emo. So much for freedom of speech huh?


Where to begin? I've done soo much since May 23rd 2011. I've graduated, I've enjoyed nine months of freedom, I met someone that i want to be with and I was alive.


Funny how things change really fast.. Started my degree and continued on working, just to get my mind off you. Mum thinks that the lack of sleep is because of work. I shrug off her claims that I'm tired. I don't feel tired; I'm just pretty darn upset.


Decided to skip Commerce class and MICE management to get a start on assignments and continue on the notes from where I last left off. Assignment almost done and notes haven't even started. I keep procrastinating and finding other things to do. 3 hours till the next class. Try to finish up in 2 hours grab lunch and off to the next class.


Frankly I don't know if I want to talk about you.. there is still that fear that you might read this.. that you might think that I'm a pathetic piece of shit. God, I hate letting people in. Everytime I let someone in, I get hurt, every fucking time.  Well not today, as much as I want to pour my heart out here, not today.

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up