Brain Tuning

How's everybody doing?

So today's topic? Music and the wonders of music. I've most probably written about it but who cares? Its good shit.



I was just lying down on my bed wit my headphones on listening to the crap I call music. Yes I listen to Evanescence and Linkin Park. But in my defense let me say it's their old albums I pay attention to. Evanescence's album Fallen is like really Jiwa for me la.

Songs like Taking Over Me and Whisper are just freaking awesome.

But I guess I can say I was influenced by my cousins in my taste of music and who I am today. After Arvind Anna's death I appreciated music more. Fell in love with Radiohead's cover of Be Quiet And Drive.

I remember listening to Karma Police before his death, I somehow didn't like it. After, it was a different story. But music such as from Pendulum and Röyksopp was somehow my own influence. I have no regrets with my music. Say what you want about it, it's what I'll be listening to on my deathbed.



As for influence on me, as in my attitude and what ever humor that people think is funny about me is because of Senthuran Anna (German Boy), Murali Anna and Arvind Anna. Humor is more on Senthuran Anna. Sarcasm is Murali Anna and Arvind Anna was everything else.



Life fell apart twice, first was when Senthuran Anna when to further his studies at Germany and second was Arvind Anna's death. The death affected me the most of the two life falling apart experience.


I realised life was too short to not do shit and did what I could as much as I could. There are things I regret doing or starting. But I'm trying to right the wrongs. Not just for myself but for my parents and for that one person.


I don't want to complain that life isn't fair to me and that the grass is greener on the other side but I'm gonna accept the shit that gets thrown my way with open arms. I want to change (for the 13315907534926th time) and this time I want to be a better person. I don't see a good person in me right now. All I see is a hypocritical cynical bastard.

Just 'Coz You Feel Light, Doesn't Mean It's There

BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO

KHALILUL CHAKATA!
You're 18 now, let's continue doing our shit,

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These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up