You Can Never Go Wrong With Linkin Park

Hey peeps. Things when more and more south. Frankly I rather not talk about it. But for the record I would most probably die alone.

So didn't that much since the last post. Though this one thing has been bugging me. What happened to you? You changed tremendously. At first I thought I wouldn't care but honestly, I value your friendship.

But you, why do you have to act like a bitch suddenly? Why do you have to be anti social, to be "busy" when we call you and ask you out? Text me and then when I reply you just ignore it? Seriously what is up with that?

Dude, seriously if you have some issues with us or any individual one of us (not sure if that sentence is right) then tell us. This whole cold war thing, it is stupid and freaking immature. Biar la, that is up to you.

Make life easier for everyone. Coz you are making a few of us worried. Make us wait like idiots and later on you will stab us. Jeez, 4 more weeks. I dont have to see most of you people. I cant wait.

You know who you are... at least I hope you do

Going back to the roots of my music... Linkin Park

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

I Agree

I have to admit, you are right. I do have too much at my hands. I really wish I could just unload it on others. But then again, that would be too easy huh? What you see is the tip of the iceberg. I'd rather not burden anyone by tell about ALL of my problems.

Taking on too many responsibilities at once is never smart. But then again, never saying no or asking for help is not any better.

I'm not denying and I'm not defending. For once I can say I'm agreeing with you. But did you ask and see why? If I did go, I would have really been screwed by the family.

I'm sorry I'm not the person that you expect me to be.

I'm sorry that I'm too full of myself

I'm sorry that my ego is too big

I'm sorry I can't fulfil my promises

I'm sorry I can't keep my word

February is giving me nothing but trouble yo. It's only been 15 days in and well, just keeping cool and getting whatever I can done.

I really love this picture... cant tell if she's real or not

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Guilt

It was immature, it was stupid and I should have know better. I shouldn't done it no matter what the reason. I want to start a new year with a new me. I don't want to destroy my resolution so early in the year... it's not even been a month yet.

To believe,

To be strong,

To outgrow it

As of Monday, shit's gonna really hit the fan. Classroom occupancy will be at full house or at 99% capacity. Noise factors and gossip factors are going to go through the roof. I'll just have to do what I do best.

Got really frustrated today, our restaurant professional activity seemed to be going in circles with each director making child-like errors and decisions. With abit of the fickle mindedness with really ticked me off. But whats the point of getting all worked up for this huh?

Only people I feel soo relaxed with are Ainin, Jeng & You (you know who you are).

I went yumcha with Ainin and KaJeng a few nights back and it was really fun to catch up with them. It's been quite some time since I met them. I was just thinking, other than Mark; these two people are my only friends from high school. That are my age that is. The rest have "disappeared" from my life.

Note to self... deleted useless people from facebook

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

It's All Relative, It's All Understood

Well, I'm going back to my roots on this one.


This is mainly for my mum

Recently my mum asked me to pick a laptop on the Dell website. Being me, when my parents ask me to choose what I want when they pay for it, I always pick the cheapest thing.


I feel we come from a lower middle class family and I hate to be a burden to my parents. Especially to my mum. She works hard and never complains. Okay maybe a few times on how we don't help out with the chores, but she's entitled to that.


So about the laptop, I picked a cheap one and she told me to get a better one as it would be good for the long run. I don't know but I just feel guilty about it. A part of me wanted to tell her that I don't need it if she needed to fork out the amount that was needed for the better model.


Since my early teenage life, I know my parents have it hard and I try to ease their burden by getting a part time job during my holidays to pay for my daily needs. I just hate the I idea that I have to be a burden to my parents. I feel bad, I feel guilty.


Yes there are times I have misunderstandings with them, especially my mum. All this while we'd get into a heated exchange of words. It's only recently I realised that how much she's done for the three of us.


My sister and her University fees, plane tickets, allowance and her usual needs. I feel she cant seem to understand the situation that she's putting mum and dad in.

My brother, the somewhat spoilt on in the family. He too does not realise the burden he's giving them.


My parents too play a part in this. I noticed, we would want something, if it's really not necessary they'd say no. But we'd somehow make them feel guilty about not getting it for us and they ending working hard just so we're happy.


Very self centred of us isn't it. I somehow hate myself for all the burdens I've given my parents... Especially you Amma


I'm Sorry & I Love You

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Paula The Octopussy

Seriously This octopussy is getting on my nerves.

If you people believe soo much about it predicting games, might as well not have the finals right? Might as well just GIVE the damn cup to Spain now huh?


That's what you Spain supporters would want huh?


Honestly speaking, don't let an octopussy decide the game, let the game decide itself. It's all mind games. By doing so you are just getting into the heads of your opponents. So much for fair play huh?

Nah, I'm not gonna write how I want to eat deep fried octopussy or anything. But what I've realised from 3 videos; Holland vs Spain, Uruguay vs Germany and Germany vs Spain

That damn octopussy keeps going to the right. Could there be match fixing involved somehow? I sure as hell hope not.

HUP HOLLAND!

I feel really tired. I just want to sleep for like the whole day if possible, work and going out it's just torture. Can't wait for college to start. I want college drama back in my life.


Current songs that are stuck in my head... its soo nice it's annoying

Three Effin Years... That Long, I Need To Open My Eyes

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Current Racial Issue

Basketball - Chinese
Football - Malay
Cricket - Indian

I'm actually really cool about racism in sports because it builds character but after today, it just really ticked me off.


Why is race such a big thing?
Why is it just because the guy in your team has a darker skin colour you cant pass to him?
Why must you speak a different language than that one person who doesn't understand it?
Why?


Okay we play racist basketball in the park but it's among friends and its like okay because we don't mean harm. We don't mean what we say and it aint harsh.


I got called today for Taylors basketball team selection. I was really excited, so much so that I ended up not eating lunch.


I went to the court and well this was the situation;

30 people
25 are chinese
4 are africans
1 is me

The coach felt ALL of us understood mandarin and spoke in mandarin the WHOLE time. Only when he wanted something done he'd talk to us in English. Don't we deserve to understand what you say too?

To me it gave the impression that he already made his pick for the team and it was all Chinese.


Later during game, the only time i touched the ball was on rebound, they felt I wasn't worth the pass even though I was wide open. I fought for the ball with what I thought was the opponent and found out my own teammate was trying to take it from me. That is ridiculous.

I mean if you really dont want me to play then just say so. Don't treat me like an animal.


I just feel the way I was treated was unfair, the african guys got the ball everytime they asked for it. My shouts went to deaf ears.


So much for playing for college huh?


If I offended anyone with this racial post I'm truly sorry but I'm pretty upset with what happened

The Gamble

Why do it?

Why are people stupid enough to take their own life to prove they love someone?

Why is it people are fucked up?

Why?

From what I can gather these people do it to prove a point, a point such as they love someone soo much that they are willing to give their life to be with that someone.

Hold on idiot, let's think about that first. What do you get out of killing yourself over some girl/guy?

What The Love Struck Fool Would Think
1. I'll make that person regret not loving me back
2. Make everyone feel sorry for me
3. Haunt her/him
4. By doing so people will remember you forever

You get the idea


What I Think
1. You're an idiot to kill yourself for someone who doesnt think you are good enough
2. You're an idiot for the pain and suffering you "happily" give you family and especially your parents
3. You're an idiot for thinking people will remember forever, a year or two and most people would have forgotten you
4. You're an idiot for trying to get sympathy
5. You're an idiot for thinking you can haunt someone




Come one get real, there is about 6 billion people in the world. Just because one girl doesn't like you doesn't mean it's the end of the world.


The worst thing you can do is after realizing that you and him/her aren't made to be you just stay at home and emo. Let it out, talk to friends you can trust you'll feel a whole lot better.


I had to learn that the hard way. My issue is always about trust and who I trust and shit like that. It's safe to say, I trust more people now days.

Please Think About Your Parents Before You Think About The Gamble, Don't Let Them Down, Don't Let Yourself Down

If anyone needs someone to talk to I'm just a phone call away

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

She...

I think I've made up my mind. There is nothing I can do about it. We're from two totally different worlds.

I'm Screwed Up

She's Perfect

I don't know if it was one sided or maybe she felt the same way. I could never tell, I can never interpret girls. But one thing is for sure, I'm way too afraid to do anything about it.


I remember the first time I saw her, it was like a "love at first sight thing" but more like she was different, she stood out even though she was somewhat shy and quiet. There was just something about her. She stole my heart.


She stole it and never gave it back, pretending like she never even took it. I think I made it obvious and she was most probably continued replying my messages out of common courtesy.


Soo many times, I would be having an argument in my head about what she thinks of me and whether I should move on that maybe she isn't the one. I've been fickle minded about this.


Mainly because she would dangle just that little bit of hope that maybe she feels the same way I do and then she just snatches it away. So many times, but I've been angry at her for doing so. I can't and don't think I could ever be mad at her.


I'm moving on, as painful as it is going to be I'm moving on.


Relationship is full of shit when it comes to me, it's ALWAYS one sided and I'm at the losing end.




Yes, I started to think again...


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Owh Baby, Baby!

Was blog hopping just now and I realised most bloggers are REAL narcissist or have bad English.



For the narcissistic bloggers they go to the point to make their picture the header picture. PUH-LEASE! First thing you see when you click on their link...

Their ugly face

I mean DAYUM!! Attention seeking or what?


And then there is that very the not so good English. I is thinking that I scratch head to me thinking what is they try to saying. THE WHAT HELL!!


These insults were not directed to anyone in specific. If you feel like you have been insulted go cry yourself a river.


Some people really tick me off. After they piss me off they actually have the bloody nerve to come and ask me

What's wrong with you?

Example, K & D.

K asked me to pick him up from his house since it was raining. I said okay and I'll be there in 5 minutes. This dumb ass didnt want to wait and instead started to walk in the fucking rain. And then expect me to just open my door for him. I dont want to get my car wet. I told him. Because there will be a damp smell in the car and is hard to get rid of.

But this moron replied

Relek lah

His usual reply. I should have just put the car in "R" and drove off. But I didn't I let him in. (I'm softening up).


D on the other hand wanted to go for lunch. When I call him he said it's canceled, let's have dinner instead. No problem. Devi's he said but I said Kismat for it has better shisha.

Cannot la, my aunt thinks I'm around Devi's so I gotta stay around there

He says. I told this to Mark and he was surprised that he actually listens to his aunt. This moron comes late and I lost my mood. K & D were making a scene as usual and I just wanted to leave.

Where else can i say this? I needed to let it out. So I say it here. If I approach them the most probable answer I'd get is

Relek lah

This group of people, REALLY REALLY pissed me off.
1. As group mates, you'd expect to be called if there is work to be done like a video
2. YOU DONT FUCKING TELL ONE DAY BEFORE THE ASSIGNMENT IS DUE THAT THERE CAN ONLY BE 4 PEOPLE NOT 5!

What could I do? Can't kick the others coz these idiots did the work by themselves. Hence, leaving me alone and trying to finish an assignment in less than one day.

THANKS GUYS! MEANS A LOT!

It's not the first time you people have done it and sure as hell not the last time you people will do it.



In my 19 years alive all I want is a dark corner to just sit at and be alone. That way I won't be hurt and taken for granted.

Funny As You Maybe, Nobody Will Know How You Feel Inside, Whether You Are Hurt, Sad Or Happy And You'd Wake Up Everyday Regretting That

-A Friend Of Mine

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

That's Different

This Song Is Now Officially Stuck In My Head

So our PA event is over and I'm glad that's over with. Won't have to put up with that lecturer anymore. In my opinion it went quite well, we just lacked the number of people who attended the forum.


The speakers were awesome, Mr. Melvin (Isabell's dad) was really cool, I mean all the last minute-ness from me and stuff and even with that he still came.


Mr. Calvin Seow, Wayne's speaker and uncle. He was the sporting one and he made the whole lecture theater somewhat lively.


Mr. Andrew Carlyle, Nancy's speaker. He did have some interesting facts but I guess he didn't have much to say because the other two speakers said it for him.



Even was great but I didn't like the way how our group was. I mean, just suck it up for one day and do as you are told. Heck it's only for 2 hours. What they did to Venice wasn't nice. She didn't hear anything and missed out on the lecture. She sounded disappointed. I feel like I let her down. I should have got some other people to help out, out side. What happened to the Welcoming and Promotion team?


They were oogling Mr. Andrew. I don't have to say who. You people figure it out. I'm sick of all of it.


During English class we had our second part to our public speaking and our topics we are given to choose from?

• The Day I Lost It
• The Most Important Thing/Person
• The Most Embarrassing Thing In My Life

I had trouble picking a topic. I'm not sure what I've lost that I want to talk about, my whole life is embarrassing and I don't think there was an important figure in my life. Something I realised, other than this blog I rarely open up about my life to people.


Well I don't want to talk about everyone who spoke but I just want to highlight one person, Remon, I'd rather not say what he was talking about because it's a tad bit sensitive. But that one line he said, it made me realise that it's the first time I'm hearing it. I haven't heard that line before.

My Best Friend, Navin

My friends before this have never used it. I didn't know what to say, I was some how honored.


But public speaking today had a very dark note to it. Everyone who went up was either in tears or about to be in tears. Again something I haven't done in a long time. It's been 3 years if I'm not mistaken.

So Don't Let The World Bring You Down,
Not Everyone Here Is That Fucked Up And Cold,
Remember Why You Came And While You're Alive,
Experience The Warmth Before You Grow Old

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Tersangat Kemalasan

Alot has happened and as usual I'm infront of the computer and when I think of updating the blog I say to myself,

Later Laa

So played futsal for two days straight. First day was with Vino and the usual bunch. They were desperate for people so they called the "Superstar" to come and play. As usual, late and is all talk but no show.

WEI PASS HERE
*Loses ball*

While my mission of the game was to score goals, which I did, his mission was to TRY and kick the ball straight or to someone instead of kicking it out.



Second day of futsal....



Yes, it rained. But we, being guys with too much testosterone decided to continue on playing in the rain. Okay that was alright but no, the guy up stairs wasn't happy with this decision that he decided to make it rain even heavier.


We just told him to shut up and let us continue on with the game. I scored a hattrick.

Why Men Can Never, I Repeat NEVER, Be Car Models

Faz, Ashley and Vanessa cheered me up with this end of last year. I was really upset for some reason and they wrote this and stuck it on my Volvo's windshield wiper. Thanks a bunch guys

To That Asshole, this is all I can say

There's A Ghost In Me
Who Wants To Say "I'm Sorry"
Doesn't Mean I'm Sorry

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Brain Tuning

How's everybody doing?

So today's topic? Music and the wonders of music. I've most probably written about it but who cares? Its good shit.



I was just lying down on my bed wit my headphones on listening to the crap I call music. Yes I listen to Evanescence and Linkin Park. But in my defense let me say it's their old albums I pay attention to. Evanescence's album Fallen is like really Jiwa for me la.

Songs like Taking Over Me and Whisper are just freaking awesome.

But I guess I can say I was influenced by my cousins in my taste of music and who I am today. After Arvind Anna's death I appreciated music more. Fell in love with Radiohead's cover of Be Quiet And Drive.

I remember listening to Karma Police before his death, I somehow didn't like it. After, it was a different story. But music such as from Pendulum and Röyksopp was somehow my own influence. I have no regrets with my music. Say what you want about it, it's what I'll be listening to on my deathbed.



As for influence on me, as in my attitude and what ever humor that people think is funny about me is because of Senthuran Anna (German Boy), Murali Anna and Arvind Anna. Humor is more on Senthuran Anna. Sarcasm is Murali Anna and Arvind Anna was everything else.



Life fell apart twice, first was when Senthuran Anna when to further his studies at Germany and second was Arvind Anna's death. The death affected me the most of the two life falling apart experience.


I realised life was too short to not do shit and did what I could as much as I could. There are things I regret doing or starting. But I'm trying to right the wrongs. Not just for myself but for my parents and for that one person.


I don't want to complain that life isn't fair to me and that the grass is greener on the other side but I'm gonna accept the shit that gets thrown my way with open arms. I want to change (for the 13315907534926th time) and this time I want to be a better person. I don't see a good person in me right now. All I see is a hypocritical cynical bastard.

Just 'Coz You Feel Light, Doesn't Mean It's There

BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO

KHALILUL CHAKATA!
You're 18 now, let's continue doing our shit,

Quote: *INSERT SOME PLAN*..... SOON!!
With Index Finger Pointed Up

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

I Haven't Scraped My Knee In Ages

The Gun Is Not The Problem, It's The Person Who Is Holding It Who's The Problem

-Navin-

Not that I was lazy to update, more like I have alot of things in my mind and lots of work to do. I think.


Today I feel every picture-ry well they do say a picture says a thousand words so basically this post has four thousand plus words I guess.


As usual, I've been thinking about stuff, about you and about everyone else. Not so much on you anymore, I don't know what goes on in that head of yours and it's too complicated to understand. Like as if it's written in a different language.


On people? Nothing much I guess, I refrain from commenting or saying anything anymore. Make everyone happy and walk on the candy cane roads. Fluck that. I keep my mouth shut YES but at times I snap at people. Vivien was a victim today.



Talking to Remon really broadens my horizon, he somehow.... what's that word? Captivates? Yeah, lets go with that. He somehow captivates me. I mean he sometimes gets alot of crap thrown at him yet he always seems soo calm.

I promised him that I would stop doing something by end of the term. I really want to keep that promise. Honestly to say, I don't think I had a "Remon" in my life before

Love Hurts

Valentine's day is coming up so what more should single people like myself should do on the day? Well it's a freaking Sunday, sleep and wake up late and since it will be Chinese New Year, crash at your friend's place and drink like tomorrow is a holiday (which obviously is).

Or you could just go out with your loved one.... pfftt... loser.




Yes this is one of the many reasons I started to play the guitar. I've yet to get to his level. And he doesn't even know how to play it.








FAZ WANTED ME TO WRITE ABOUT HER.... Well, here you go



You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

PANAS!

WHAT?!
HOW?!
WHEN?!

How It Burns... Why?


Service today, not serving any normal monkeys but VIP monkeys.

It wasn't bad. I felt confident. I love doing service, for some reason I just feel really comfortable doing service. I never really felt nervous for it before.


Not to say I'm freaking good at service or anything but while waiting for the VIP's who were FREAKING "early", I noticed things. I notice that Group 2, most of us in general were taking our service in an UNprofessional way.

No names mentioned, I think all my readers are aware of that so yeah. These people were walking around playing with their phones, not standing properly, fooling around and talking among themselves. Come on ITS SERVICE! FINE DINING SERVICE LA! BE PROFESSIONAL!


I don't know what to say anymore. I'll just do my work and let them do theirs.







This girl is talented man! Nin showed me this. I'm gonna learn this man! KARMA POLICE, ARREST THIS MAN, HE TALKS IN MATHS.....


Love love love this song.



Hung out with Nin and Kamal today. It was fun to just bum with the Bukit Bandaraya gang. Not that I had a gang but more like the selected few people who I hung out with.


I miss it sometimes
But then again
I don't

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Part Of Me

Current Theme Song To This Screwed Up TV Show Called "Life"
Part Of Me - Linkin Park

Its a very old song. It was on their first album, EP. Before they were famous. Have no idea how I got hold of it but loving every second of this song.


Now, I'm gonna do something REALLY different. Something that got me in trouble before. Well alright, here goes.

Rainbow, seriously she is a fine example of the phrase "Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover". I mean DAMN have you read her blog? HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE.... I'm really surprised. Quite self-centered come on la.

We are a family, help each other.


Yeah, as much as I hate Yohan, I don't mind helping him frankly I'd help anyone who needs the help. Everyone just doesnt seem to be who they are. I know it's too early to say this but I want the term break...


I need a beach I can lay down on...
To forget everything...
To forget everyone...
To get lost in my thoughts...
And hope never to find my way back...


I feel like everything is crashing down.


I liked it better in form 5 or in National Service, no matter how screwed up things were, I never really bothered. I've become soft


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

First of, I'd like to say; my results weren't fantastic but I'm happy with it. Except for Literature. Now I kind of regret taking the subject.




You know what I really hate about some people. STUPID people who take advantage of your ability to drive to their OWN benefit. STUPID people who only think about THEMSELVES! A STUPID person who called me FIVE FREAKING TIMES when I was sleeping so SHE CAN GET A FREAKING LIFT!



DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'M A FREAKING TAXI SERVICE?




Screw them la. Some of them even have their own freaking car and license yet do this. To hell with that





I went on one of those lepak sessions with Pn. Ong and Abby. Seriously, even though I'm not in school anymore I still feel that Pn. Ong is like a mother to me. Can you believe it she came running to me saying "I was screaming your name from the other block just now?"


Just to see how I did. She's like a mum. I really apreciate all that she has done for me.





I also missed the lepak sessions with Abby. I miss alot of things. The way things used to be. Abby and I had one lepak session recently and another one today. Well, I thought her proper steps and stuff for driving. Not to say she's a bad driver but everyone has to start out somehow.



To those who feel she can't drive and crap seriously consider the fact that she is trying her best to be a better driver. You still don't like her then go die la you.






I'M FREAKING BALD!!!


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Lack Of Sleep And More On The Stupid Stuff

So I was planning on posting this yesterday but I was damn tired. Gee, I guess that was my fault since I didn't get any sleep the night before. Since I couldn't sleep I decided to go for a jog.


Gee, smart choice, Capt. Genius. So jogging at five-ish was really nice. I mean the air is cool and fresh and there are no cars. So Half way I got hungry and stopped at McDonald's and guess who I meet? MARK!



He too couldn't sleep so he was bumming at McDonald's. Yes, this is life after SPM, bored and absolutely nothing to do. So both of us planned to go to school. Mainly because he has water polo training and they are meeting up at school. I thought why not? On the way there guess who we meet? RYAN LEE!! He couldn't sleep either so he walked to KLGC. I never asked him why.





Yesterday was just one weird day.




Today, I went for my interview at Maxis. It was pretty cool. I think I did quite well. I guess hot secretaries are not just in movies. SHE WAS DAIM HOT!! Owh, Chun Fei thinks I have sexy legs. It was quite random...


So this is something I've been meaning to write in my blog for quite some time. Just didn't think it was that necessary. Yeah I'm pretty upset with these two people.

• Raja - You know, it would be just a bit nice if your good friend had some honesty. I mean hello does it hurt to call and say "dude, I'm hanging out with my girlfriend and I can't come. Sorry"
  
  "He's egoistic and very hypocritical"
  
  Hence the words of someone regarding Raja
  
  
  It's not the first time he's done this. And well alot of us have realised that his attittude has changed. He's more egoistic. Don't know la what is his problem. Apparently he's upset with me also. Well people, you my attitude. If a friend ain't talking to me I just leave it.
  
  
  
  
• Nick - I think everyone has problems with this guy. He has communication problems. Sorry to say he's like a wannabe. Yesterday I had half a right mind to punch him.
  
  "I'm a senior and err.... what are you?"
  
  Hmmm you do know that even if you left school you are still a senior from that school? I guess it didn't occur to you didn't it? What started it? I'm coaching the U-15 team and suddenly G-Unit wannabe come out of no where and starts screaming at the team. Err... who died and made you captain?

So, I hope that these people read this post. God knows their reaction but I'm not giving a damn. It's hard to find trust in these people now.


These are my thoughts and views. If it offends you leave a comment or contact me. I might take it down.

To A Friend Of Mine

It's not like I mean to write this but; the way things are, I need to let this out somewhere. I'm not to keen on screaming at you because I kind of grew up with you.




I remember whenever I was in trouble or had relationship "issues" you would be one of the first people I would turn to for advice and damn you gave some really good ones. I won't say you were the sister I never had but close.




But somehow, things were never the same once you left to migrate to Australia. You would only call Ravi which was fine but you barely kept in contact. You somehow changed and well I never looked at you the same way.




So you come back again this year. And this time I just never came around because you were busy or something. But when we did met you said "Hey you, me, Ravi and Dipti have to go hang out".


What more could I say? I knew it was a disappointment from the beginning. I just said "If you say so"


You could sense the disappointment in my voice. I just denied it. Sure enough I was right... there never was a "hang out" there wasn't even a damn goodbye.




Well



GOODBYE

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