Brain Tuning

How's everybody doing?

So today's topic? Music and the wonders of music. I've most probably written about it but who cares? Its good shit.



I was just lying down on my bed wit my headphones on listening to the crap I call music. Yes I listen to Evanescence and Linkin Park. But in my defense let me say it's their old albums I pay attention to. Evanescence's album Fallen is like really Jiwa for me la.

Songs like Taking Over Me and Whisper are just freaking awesome.

But I guess I can say I was influenced by my cousins in my taste of music and who I am today. After Arvind Anna's death I appreciated music more. Fell in love with Radiohead's cover of Be Quiet And Drive.

I remember listening to Karma Police before his death, I somehow didn't like it. After, it was a different story. But music such as from Pendulum and Röyksopp was somehow my own influence. I have no regrets with my music. Say what you want about it, it's what I'll be listening to on my deathbed.



As for influence on me, as in my attitude and what ever humor that people think is funny about me is because of Senthuran Anna (German Boy), Murali Anna and Arvind Anna. Humor is more on Senthuran Anna. Sarcasm is Murali Anna and Arvind Anna was everything else.



Life fell apart twice, first was when Senthuran Anna when to further his studies at Germany and second was Arvind Anna's death. The death affected me the most of the two life falling apart experience.


I realised life was too short to not do shit and did what I could as much as I could. There are things I regret doing or starting. But I'm trying to right the wrongs. Not just for myself but for my parents and for that one person.


I don't want to complain that life isn't fair to me and that the grass is greener on the other side but I'm gonna accept the shit that gets thrown my way with open arms. I want to change (for the 13315907534926th time) and this time I want to be a better person. I don't see a good person in me right now. All I see is a hypocritical cynical bastard.

Just 'Coz You Feel Light, Doesn't Mean It's There

BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO

KHALILUL CHAKATA!
You're 18 now, let's continue doing our shit,

Quote: *INSERT SOME PLAN*..... SOON!!
With Index Finger Pointed Up

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

I Haven't Scraped My Knee In Ages

The Gun Is Not The Problem, It's The Person Who Is Holding It Who's The Problem

-Navin-

Not that I was lazy to update, more like I have alot of things in my mind and lots of work to do. I think.


Today I feel every picture-ry well they do say a picture says a thousand words so basically this post has four thousand plus words I guess.


As usual, I've been thinking about stuff, about you and about everyone else. Not so much on you anymore, I don't know what goes on in that head of yours and it's too complicated to understand. Like as if it's written in a different language.


On people? Nothing much I guess, I refrain from commenting or saying anything anymore. Make everyone happy and walk on the candy cane roads. Fluck that. I keep my mouth shut YES but at times I snap at people. Vivien was a victim today.



Talking to Remon really broadens my horizon, he somehow.... what's that word? Captivates? Yeah, lets go with that. He somehow captivates me. I mean he sometimes gets alot of crap thrown at him yet he always seems soo calm.

I promised him that I would stop doing something by end of the term. I really want to keep that promise. Honestly to say, I don't think I had a "Remon" in my life before

Love Hurts

Valentine's day is coming up so what more should single people like myself should do on the day? Well it's a freaking Sunday, sleep and wake up late and since it will be Chinese New Year, crash at your friend's place and drink like tomorrow is a holiday (which obviously is).

Or you could just go out with your loved one.... pfftt... loser.




Yes this is one of the many reasons I started to play the guitar. I've yet to get to his level. And he doesn't even know how to play it.








FAZ WANTED ME TO WRITE ABOUT HER.... Well, here you go



You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Where Is Everybody?

Frankly I'm a tad bit worried. Does anyone read this blog anymore?


What's wrong with you people? Comment abit LAH!


What was up with your faces? Accept new people in your lives, especially if they are gonna be your colleagues, class mates etc. And if you are shocked that you have them don't make it soo fucking obvious.


Other people have feelings too, you people make it seem like you own the world and everyone on it. You are the first to get upset too if people make the same remarks about you. Hypocrite, lousy fucked up hypocrite.


And then there was YOU.


We were talking about our school days, yes you know who you are and reminiscing about the past made me hate you more. You were one bitch that LOVED to use people.



Her Majesty had her ego soo high up her ass that she thought she was queen of the world and started to boss people around.

Her Majesty does not believe in courtesy. Nuff said

Her Majesty has no remorse. Do you even regret it? Don't you feel guilty? Honestly you are one sick human being.


Whatever the case, no matter how much it looks like I hate these people, I'll treat them like neutrals. If you know who you are don't worry, I'm not gonna bite your head off. It's just a waste of fucking time and breath.


My cousin says I have a dark/emo/ full of anger blog. To him, I agree.

Frankly this is how my life is, sir



My opinion on my friends who are in relationships. If it's a "girlfriend" they are shy at first but are friendly people. If it's a "boyfriends" they most probably end up as egoistic cunts.


Yes this is an anger filled post. Funny, I don't feel angry. I'm just confused with everything yet I'm happy.


Change Your Visions, Give Us A Sound;
Keep Your Ears To The Ground.
Lost Your Mind, And Out Of Control...
I'm Gonna Be A Fucking Superstar

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Curse My Biological Clock

My biological clock is so screwed up that I'd only be able to sleep AFTER 3.45AM. Quite specific right? I'm not such a big fan of sleeping soo late mainly because half the day is burned because I'd be sleeping through it. Any suggestions on how to break the cycle?



I bought a pair of futsal shoes, Adidas Adinova to be specific. Royal Sporting House is having a sale so yeah. Realised I'm like a girl when it comes to shoes. Go figure.

This is a theory. I didn't check or prove if its right but hear me out.

My lecturer once said that Christmas is actually the celebration of the birth of Christ. So okay if that's so Jesus is 2009+ years old because in time there is BC(Before Christ) after the birth it was AD(not too sure what it stands for).


Anyways if saying the birth of Christ is the birth of time shouldn't Christmas be on the first of January? Therefore changing all dates including our birthdays to a later date? So people who are currently born on 31st December will be pushed 5 days later to January 6? My birthday won't be on the 5th of December rather on the 10th of December.

I started to critically think... I guess

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

10 Laws That Prove The World Is Insane

What Can I Say? I'm Bored

In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman’s genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror.

(Do they look different reversed?)

Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times.

(A brick?)

The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation.

(Much worse than ‘going blind!’)

There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry.

(Let’s just think for a minute; is there any job anywhere else in the world that even comes close to this?)

In Hong Kong, a betrayed wife is legally allowed to kill her adulterous husband, but may only do so with her bare hands. The husband’s illicit lover, on the other hand, may be killed in any manner desired.

(Ah! Justice!)

Liverpool, England – but only in tropical fish stores.

(But of course!)

In Cali, Colombia, a woman may only have sex with her husband, and the first time this happens, her mother must be in the room to witness the act.

(Makes one shudder at the thought.)

In Santa Cruz, Bolivia, it is illegal for a man to have sex with a woman and her daughter at the same time.

(I presume this was a big enough problem that they had to pass this law?

In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to do things with animals that I just don’t want to write about here, however the animals must be female. Having a bit of ‘hows your father’ with a male animal is punishable by death.

(Like THAT makes sense.)

In Maryland, USA it is illegal to sell condoms from vending machines with one exception: Prophylactics may be dispensed from a vending machine only ‘in places where alcoholic beverages are sold for consumption on the premises.’

(Is America a great country or what? Well, not as great as Guam!)


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Come With Us To The Gates Of Hell...

That's right people, I'm free. Well at least for one week. One week of well deserved break.



F&B and Business Of Tourism And Hospitality was actually really do-able. I've found the secret to one of the best ways to study subjects with alot of notes.

MAKE YOUR OWN NOTES.


Just make it short and sweet. Make it easy to remember. I read mine once and I felt ready for the test. If only I did the same for Tourism Geography.



So while Mani, Arika, Jasmine, Frans were swimming; I was lying down on the bench doing some thinking. At least that's what I think I was doing.

An Idle Mind Is A Devil's Workshop


That kept playing in my head. Buy anyhu, as I was looking into the nothingness of our Malaysian skies, I wondered how would it be like of the Mentari Tower collapsed. More over it collapsed at a side like angle. Basically falling on me. For sure I'd be dead. But would they be able to find my body?



At the moment, I have the worst ass neck pain. It's stiff as hell. Something is up, I'm not even sure how I hurt it.



Iqa says it's alright if a girl dumps a guy but never alright if a guy dumps a girl. Come on girls, all this time you've been fighting for equal rights, now that you have it, you want to go back to the old fahsioned crap. The "fair-sex" pfffttt....




It's Always Bad When You Think


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Rough Week

This is one very rough week.



First I thought the computer studies assignment was due on Monday which was true. I came to college freaking early to finish everything just to have the lecturer extend the due date by 2 weeks.


Then the geo project which was due on Wednesday. I had to stay up just to edit change and fix all of the information compiled by Remon and Vien. Okay stayed up all night and still there were somethings not done. Somehow finished it on the following.



On Wednesday we had F&B with the centrepiece and menu behind schedule. So I planned on not sleeping so I could finish the menu which was due on Thursday. I stayed up as long as I could until I dosed off. Again somehow managed to finish a few copies for Mr. Mayukh.



ON A LIGHTER/DARKER NOTE


I was doing something thinking. About people and their believes. Imagine this;

• In Some cultures its not wise to dry clothes at night because wandering spirits will live in your clothes and could give you bad luck

• Kaparot is a traditional Jewish religious ritual that takes place around the time of the High Holidays. Classically, it is performed by grasping a live chicken by the sholder blades and moving around one’s head three times, symbolically transferring one’s sins to the chicken. The chicken is then slaughtered and donated to the poor, preferably eaten at the pre-Yom Kippur feast

• Aliens, are we alone? Who knows. Certain cultures believe that the these "aliens" are the gods. They came at the start of time with their futuristic technology which then seemed godly and impossible to do. They feel the only way to be with their "gods". Suicide and their souls will be pulled in by a tractor beam to the mothership.
  
  

Idiots....



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Mutant Potatoes And Universe Dominating Cockroaches

Some VERY Random Thoughts

What If Potatoes Mutated To Become Mutant Potatoes That Enslave Our World?

And The Mutated Potatoes Ended Up Being Enslaved By Us After An Epic Battle But Is All Part Of A Witty Trap By The Cockroaches To Ensnare The Universe For Their Evil Deeds. What Will We Do?

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Come On, You Don't Understand?

Why do we go to the mall? We walk around aimlessly just to waste time walking and holding hands maybe. To look at shit that you are not gonna buy. Maybe our minds are manipulated by....

THE SMELL OF CARAMEL POPCORN


Come on, it makes COMPLETE sense!


Wayne and I had a discussion on this saying today. And he understood perfectly.



Okay think about it; Usually when you go to a mall, you have a purpose of going to the mall. Like watching a movie or buying stuff. What about those who don't have a purpose? These are the people I'm talking about. Walking with your girlfriend and looking at stuff and getting your nostrils pumped with the smell of CARAMEL POPCORN that just wants to make you stay.


I don't know, I hate caramel popcorn. I'm more of a salted popcorn guy.




Orientation dinner was a BIG let down. No surprise but I give the student council credit on their effort. Thanks guys.



Anna, Viv and Rika were talking about well friends, trust and all that stuff. And well; I want to take back on what I said about my other two friends which I wrote on an earlier post. It was harsh and I was really ticked off and not thinking rationally.



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In The Words Of Ashish

Why do we go to the mall? We walk around aimlessly just to waste time walking and holding hands maybe. To look at shit that you are not gonna buy. Maybe our minds are manipulated by....

THE SMELL OF CARAMEL POPCORN


BRILLIANCE!!

He was drunk when he came up with this.


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Waiting...

Is it me or is this week dragging? I just feel like it's freaking dragging, like Friday just doesn't want to come. WHY DON'T YOU WANNA COME FRIDAY??? DO I HAVE SOMETHING IN MY TEETH??



As I have told you before, more than once I think, my driver's license will be ready. Unfortunately I won't be driving a manual car. I love manual. It's damn fun.




So I've continued the daily schedule. Wake up late, lunch, bum around the house, TV, computer and soon sleep. Whee, life after SPM is just one big party =.= Weeeeee




Thank Me(yes, me not god.... have a funny theory I'll explain later), that tomorrow/today is a Thursday. Close already. WHOOOO!!!! Well hopefully the day will pass by fast. There is basketball training.



So my theory. I get along of bad luck. Why? Because the "man upstairs" wants me dead. Why? Because he doesn't want me to come back up there.


YES PEOPLE....


I...

AM...

GOD!!


YES HE IS BLACK!!



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