Expensive February

Its the last day of February and yet another end to another month of 2011. Time is passing by a little bit too fast. I mean it's already week 8 in term 5 and well the exams draw closer. Penang draws closer. Still short on cash.

I have to admit February has been the most expensive month for me so far. As easy as money comes in its as easy as money comes out. Today morning I had Our 50 in my wallet. Now I'm left with a little less than 20. It supposed to last till Friday. Need to go to Chilli's and see if I can still work over there. Extra income is more than welcomed.

Our food promotion event is finally over. It went well even through all the nonsense that we had to go through. Still pissed over a few things but I'd rather just let it go. Right now I just hate the fact that some people take random pms or whatever that person has and shoots either me or Wayne. When I'm rude back she says I'm always rude to her. Dude I dont even want to imagine what she would be like if she was pregnant

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

You Dont Need A Blog

It's really contradicting to say so but yea I made up my mind and I'm not gonna privatize my blog. Its for the world to see and I really dont care if you do.

A buddy of mine is having issues. I mean if it was one of the ordinary joe's I'd ask the fella if he's alright but this fella would just reply "I'm okay" Sadly, he's a horrible liar. Like seriously horrible liar.

Why would you have a blog which everyone knows about then change the link and not tell any of your friends? Wait, lemme rephrase; family members? I mean that's what you claim right? Just curious.

I mean if you dont want anyone to read youur blog then make it private kan? Lagi, when people ask for you link, don't say "I don't know" or something like that. Just tell them straight in their face, "I dont want to give you" dont need to sugar coat it and shit yo.

I'm Just Saying, BRAAHH

Well I had a rather productive holiday. I did pretty much nothing other than visit people's house for open houses and sketching. I feel my inpiration flowing when I sketch. Soo much to sketch but soo useless at it

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Guilt

It was immature, it was stupid and I should have know better. I shouldn't done it no matter what the reason. I want to start a new year with a new me. I don't want to destroy my resolution so early in the year... it's not even been a month yet.

To believe,

To be strong,

To outgrow it

As of Monday, shit's gonna really hit the fan. Classroom occupancy will be at full house or at 99% capacity. Noise factors and gossip factors are going to go through the roof. I'll just have to do what I do best.

Got really frustrated today, our restaurant professional activity seemed to be going in circles with each director making child-like errors and decisions. With abit of the fickle mindedness with really ticked me off. But whats the point of getting all worked up for this huh?

Only people I feel soo relaxed with are Ainin, Jeng & You (you know who you are).

I went yumcha with Ainin and KaJeng a few nights back and it was really fun to catch up with them. It's been quite some time since I met them. I was just thinking, other than Mark; these two people are my only friends from high school. That are my age that is. The rest have "disappeared" from my life.

Note to self... deleted useless people from facebook

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Push.... Erase....

Awww, I remember those pictures!

Wait, who's that?

Who? Him? Fuck If I Know

Yea Who Cares

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What's Up With That?

Been actually studying lately and mind you I've actually learned some things and find certain subjects easier.


I'm not talking about anyone in particular, it's just me thinking out, why are people sensitive? I've changed myself to adapt to sensitive people, not to get on their bad side. But in spite of that, there seems to be more nonsense popping up.


I somewhat feel upset about Remon's case. Not upset for him but at him. I think I've told you before, bro; just tell me.


But lately, you too have changed, reason why I don't ask you is because you shrug off my question and say you are okay. Mon, you are not a good liar.


I guess its the season where everyone is disappointing one another eh?


I know I'm disappointed with Aiman.


You are too thick headed, persistent and stupid. Missing practical classes? Really dude?

Honestly, I wont be surprised if I don't see you in class next term

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Times Like These

With the way how things are going, I just want to hide away. There is way too much shit on my plate.

The usual amount of bad luck I get in one year has been crammed and blown straight to my face in the likes of August. I feel really tired. Sleeping never helps, I'm in trouble in one way or another.


I need a hand. I need help. I need someone, anyone.


I'm way over my head. First thing to do is to take care of this little problem. If what he says is correct and she made it formal, I am fucked. Can you blame me? I didn't sleep for 2 days because of that damn assignment and at the brink of tears because I felt soo useless, I just couldn't figure out how to get rid of the bugs in the video.


Arika and Mani helped but I was really upset. Tears were there, I tried hard to hide them. You give me this choice, fail one or fail 5. I was mad, all I asked for was 2 minutes. Go up, pass the files and come back down. You didn't give.


Somehow I'm the bad guy in all this huh?

Got A Light Bulb Full Of Anger
And I Can Switch It On And Off
Situations It Can Be So Bright, I Can't Believe
How Pathetic I Can Be 

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It's So Fucking Unfair

Seriously... Not even a fucking week. FUCK!! SERIOUSLY!! FUCK!! AGAIN!! I JUST FUCKING GOT IT!! IT'S ONLY FUCKING WEEK!!

Fuck Fuckedy Fuck Fuck Fuck


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

He's Gone

There He Goes,
They Had An Outing
That I Wasn't Invited For
The Typical Thing To Do
He's My Friend Too
My First Ever Friend
We Were First
Best Friends
Then
Friends
Then
Acquaintances
Finally
I
Was Punchline
For Their Jokes


Where Was I?
Why Wasn't I Called?
This Really Hurts
Not Too Sure
When I'd Be Seeing Him Again
Beginning To Hate Them More
I've Been Erased
I'm Nothing But Dust


Don't bother trying to figure out....
Fuck them

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Paula The Octopussy

Seriously This octopussy is getting on my nerves.

If you people believe soo much about it predicting games, might as well not have the finals right? Might as well just GIVE the damn cup to Spain now huh?


That's what you Spain supporters would want huh?


Honestly speaking, don't let an octopussy decide the game, let the game decide itself. It's all mind games. By doing so you are just getting into the heads of your opponents. So much for fair play huh?

Nah, I'm not gonna write how I want to eat deep fried octopussy or anything. But what I've realised from 3 videos; Holland vs Spain, Uruguay vs Germany and Germany vs Spain

That damn octopussy keeps going to the right. Could there be match fixing involved somehow? I sure as hell hope not.

HUP HOLLAND!

I feel really tired. I just want to sleep for like the whole day if possible, work and going out it's just torture. Can't wait for college to start. I want college drama back in my life.


Current songs that are stuck in my head... its soo nice it's annoying

Three Effin Years... That Long, I Need To Open My Eyes

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Dangling Hope?

Like I said, there is always that tad bit of hope dangling over my head. And the question is, should I take it?



I wish I could talk to someone bout it. Preferably a girl who can give some good advice. Yes... I'm still not over her =.=



On another note, Prince Of Persia was good... will update more tomorrow


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Old Friend

Two days ago I had a rather peculiar dream. And lately my dreams are getting very peculiar. Anyhu,


I dreamt that my National Service friend, Dzar, came to Bangsar. It was an odd dream and very random especially since I haven't seen or spoken to him since National Service. God knows how I lost contact with that one.

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Love Will Come Your Way One Of These Days

Estimate Another 16 or 15 days to go. Why? Coz we're given 2 days annual leave and 3 replacement public holidays that makes a total of 5 days and add a day off a week makes it 6.

So we're actually supposed to finish on the 26th but if the leave application goes my way then I finish on the 20th of June. Giving me a whole one week before Langkawi and a chance to salvage my social life.


I've already planned on doing part time after Langkawi. Means of extra pocket money. That way I dont need to bug my parents to stuff that I want.



Last week I've bought a pair of Sonic Gear headphones for RM65 and DAMN! If I can't get those Limited Edition Skullcandy Snoop Dogg Headphones then this will just have to do. Next target is that headphones. Freaking RM300 bucks. I've tried Skullcandy before and the quality is out of the world. And the designs is freaking trippy.


Anyways was bored just now and was just profile hopping on Facebook and came up with the conclusion that it's ALWAYS the Idiots With The Girls what's wrong with girls these days?


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

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Is It Ever Gonna Be Enough?

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WHAT THE FLOWER!!

By far the most commonly used word in the kitchen. I was put in kitchen for 3 days this week. First day doing Salads and Nachos and the next two days doing Flatop. In English means doing burgers.


The experience in the kitchen is beyond explanation, the kitchen staff at night is all guys because Chilli's dont allow girls to work after 10pm. So these guys all welcomed me like I've been working there.

First day in the kitchen I was quiet but after that, all hell broke loose.


Yesterday Amir, one of the 5 outlet's managers ajaked me to come lepak with them after work, which was 1am. I was like okay. Mamaked till about 4am and got home.

Amir told me that the Chilli's staff play futsal once in awhile and I've been invited for the next outing. YAY!

Gonna watch a movie with the colleagues tomorrow, PRINCE OF FLOWERING PERSIA!


Today was a really busy mainly because it was Wesak Day.


I was in Lounge and I had this one table. 3 girls. First thing one of them asked me when they sat down was

May I Please Have The Comment Card?

I explained that we dont do that anymore and use an online system. So while serving them I noticed one of them looking at me. If a customer looks at you, it usually means they want something so I went up and asked her if there was anything.

She politely said no and started to giggle. Some reason I felt like a mixture of an idiot and embarrassment.


Later one of them wanted to ask me a "personal" question, my age. I told her and she nodded.

So they paid and left. 20 minutes later Layla, one of the other managers, comes and tell me that those girls called up and complimented on my service and attentiveness. Layla was shocked and so was I.


Abit regretful I Feel... One of them was really cute, the one who asked my age.


ONLY AFTER THEY LEFT I THOUGHT OF A PICK UP LINE!! FML!!

The pick up line

Can I ask you a personal question?
Err... sure
How old are you?
19? Can I ask you a personal question?
I guess?
Can I have your phone number?

Her, Me

What the flower la

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Oldtimers & Quasadillas

Can't update yet due to exhaustion... Working 5pm to 1am.

Just got home, will blog tomorrow or today or more specific, in about another 11 hours time.

Havent updated due to the modem going KABOOM


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Wei You Ar!

You are seriously pissing me off...

I cant breath, i can't smile, i can't think coz of you. You are nothing but a big pain.


Please just get lost. Go die and burn in hell PUHLEASE!!


About now you'd be asking "Who the fuck is he talking about?"

Well...

My Sinus Problem



That's how I feel right now



These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Sick Bastard

I Really Feel Like Crap

I am what I am in the back of beyond
The man with a fork in a world of soup
Baby all this time you played me for a fool
But now I know what I have to do

I'm gonna kick you out and let the sunshine in
Kick you out and let the sunshine in

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Women

You're Happy
You're Sad
You're Angry
You Want To Talk
You Ignore Me
I'm Confused

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Current Racial Issue

Basketball - Chinese
Football - Malay
Cricket - Indian

I'm actually really cool about racism in sports because it builds character but after today, it just really ticked me off.


Why is race such a big thing?
Why is it just because the guy in your team has a darker skin colour you cant pass to him?
Why must you speak a different language than that one person who doesn't understand it?
Why?


Okay we play racist basketball in the park but it's among friends and its like okay because we don't mean harm. We don't mean what we say and it aint harsh.


I got called today for Taylors basketball team selection. I was really excited, so much so that I ended up not eating lunch.


I went to the court and well this was the situation;

30 people
25 are chinese
4 are africans
1 is me

The coach felt ALL of us understood mandarin and spoke in mandarin the WHOLE time. Only when he wanted something done he'd talk to us in English. Don't we deserve to understand what you say too?

To me it gave the impression that he already made his pick for the team and it was all Chinese.


Later during game, the only time i touched the ball was on rebound, they felt I wasn't worth the pass even though I was wide open. I fought for the ball with what I thought was the opponent and found out my own teammate was trying to take it from me. That is ridiculous.

I mean if you really dont want me to play then just say so. Don't treat me like an animal.


I just feel the way I was treated was unfair, the african guys got the ball everytime they asked for it. My shouts went to deaf ears.


So much for playing for college huh?


If I offended anyone with this racial post I'm truly sorry but I'm pretty upset with what happened

Grow Up

Grow Up And Stop Being Such A Big Baby... World Doesn't Revolve Around You Asshole

That was dedicated to me by me


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up