Ups & Downs

Alright? How's everybody doing? So went to Khalilul's place for a BBQ like party. Cock fest but don't care, it was fun. Had a great time.

Typical sandwich ad

AFTER the eating

As Khalilul said, Ocean's 12. Long story but yaeh. We played Cluedo first... I won, mainly cause I saw the cards on who killed Mr. Body. But we continued on with Risk. I DOMINATED!!! Imagine taking over Asia then taking over Europe, Africa and North America in one turn. Yes, That's what I did. I still got it in Risk. I'm awesome. Care to challenge me?

Khalilul told me to say this, I like that jersey in Red there.

Our secret recipe to ALL the food. Pour Sprite on EVERYTHING.

Nick looking like some dictator planning some great world domination scheme.

The black is me. YINDIAN PAVER!! That was before I took over the world.

Now to something everybody loves. FOOTBALL!!

I watched the Arsenal vs. Stoke City game. A good game, a game we won but with a heavy price.

Aaron Ramsey with a compound fracture. It wasn't another Martin Taylor incident. My honest opinion there was no malice in this challenge. It was a 50/50 chance for both players to get the ball. Both players DID get the ball. It was Ryan Shawcross who was at the other end of the tackle.

It was 1-1 and late to the second half. We needed a miracle to win this. We needed a win to come 3 points closer to Chelsea and 2 points closer to Manchester United.

And then it happened. Bendnter takes a shot and Pugh handles the ball in the penalty box. With the ref having a good view of hand. A penalty it was. Our skipper converted it to a goal and he dedicated it to our young lad, Ramsey.

Ryan Shawcross being consoled by Sorensen as he walks to the dressing room. It was in plain view he was crying, honestly he didn't mean to do it.

Our skipper salutes the fans after the game

The third goal which I couldn;t find pictures of is by the Vermanator!! He's gone and put his tally up to 7 goals. Still keeping his title as the top scoring defender in the premier league. Can you say best signing of the season?

FINAL SCORE

ARSENAL 3 - STOKE CITY 1

Get Well Soon Ramsey, Arsene Knows Through The Faith, Keep It Goonerish

What was really touching was after the game, the whole Arsenal squad huddled up at the middle of the pitch. Most probably to say a prayer for our young lad.



These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Thank You

Those of you, you know who you are. Thank you for your concern and cheering me up. Though I didn't really need it, it still meant alot



These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

It Hasn't Hit Me Yet

It feels like a dream, I just didn't feel real. It brought back painful memories of 3 years ago. I couldn't cry. I rarely cry now.


You love doing this. You love taking them. You love making them suffer. When will you be satisfied?



Both in the manner. I thought this year you'd cut me some slack, after all the shit you've been giving me. I really thought so, even thought you were letting me have my way in a few things.


Then why did you go and do this?



Why?

I'm gonna miss you, tata

Depression Is Your Sick Game


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Brain Tuning

How's everybody doing?

So today's topic? Music and the wonders of music. I've most probably written about it but who cares? Its good shit.



I was just lying down on my bed wit my headphones on listening to the crap I call music. Yes I listen to Evanescence and Linkin Park. But in my defense let me say it's their old albums I pay attention to. Evanescence's album Fallen is like really Jiwa for me la.

Songs like Taking Over Me and Whisper are just freaking awesome.

But I guess I can say I was influenced by my cousins in my taste of music and who I am today. After Arvind Anna's death I appreciated music more. Fell in love with Radiohead's cover of Be Quiet And Drive.

I remember listening to Karma Police before his death, I somehow didn't like it. After, it was a different story. But music such as from Pendulum and Röyksopp was somehow my own influence. I have no regrets with my music. Say what you want about it, it's what I'll be listening to on my deathbed.



As for influence on me, as in my attitude and what ever humor that people think is funny about me is because of Senthuran Anna (German Boy), Murali Anna and Arvind Anna. Humor is more on Senthuran Anna. Sarcasm is Murali Anna and Arvind Anna was everything else.



Life fell apart twice, first was when Senthuran Anna when to further his studies at Germany and second was Arvind Anna's death. The death affected me the most of the two life falling apart experience.


I realised life was too short to not do shit and did what I could as much as I could. There are things I regret doing or starting. But I'm trying to right the wrongs. Not just for myself but for my parents and for that one person.


I don't want to complain that life isn't fair to me and that the grass is greener on the other side but I'm gonna accept the shit that gets thrown my way with open arms. I want to change (for the 13315907534926th time) and this time I want to be a better person. I don't see a good person in me right now. All I see is a hypocritical cynical bastard.

Just 'Coz You Feel Light, Doesn't Mean It's There

BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO

KHALILUL CHAKATA!
You're 18 now, let's continue doing our shit,

Quote: *INSERT SOME PLAN*..... SOON!!
With Index Finger Pointed Up

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

I Haven't Scraped My Knee In Ages

The Gun Is Not The Problem, It's The Person Who Is Holding It Who's The Problem

-Navin-

Not that I was lazy to update, more like I have alot of things in my mind and lots of work to do. I think.


Today I feel every picture-ry well they do say a picture says a thousand words so basically this post has four thousand plus words I guess.


As usual, I've been thinking about stuff, about you and about everyone else. Not so much on you anymore, I don't know what goes on in that head of yours and it's too complicated to understand. Like as if it's written in a different language.


On people? Nothing much I guess, I refrain from commenting or saying anything anymore. Make everyone happy and walk on the candy cane roads. Fluck that. I keep my mouth shut YES but at times I snap at people. Vivien was a victim today.



Talking to Remon really broadens my horizon, he somehow.... what's that word? Captivates? Yeah, lets go with that. He somehow captivates me. I mean he sometimes gets alot of crap thrown at him yet he always seems soo calm.

I promised him that I would stop doing something by end of the term. I really want to keep that promise. Honestly to say, I don't think I had a "Remon" in my life before

Love Hurts

Valentine's day is coming up so what more should single people like myself should do on the day? Well it's a freaking Sunday, sleep and wake up late and since it will be Chinese New Year, crash at your friend's place and drink like tomorrow is a holiday (which obviously is).

Or you could just go out with your loved one.... pfftt... loser.




Yes this is one of the many reasons I started to play the guitar. I've yet to get to his level. And he doesn't even know how to play it.








FAZ WANTED ME TO WRITE ABOUT HER.... Well, here you go



You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

It Was Too Good To Be True

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

A New Comic Maybe?

CLICK TO ENLARGE!

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

It's Driving Me Nuts

If you love her and you want to be with her but you don't like the fact that she is hanging out with the opposite sex alot.

When you ask her about it, she says that's the way she is but she is loyal. You still don't like it and you want her to change. Aren't you basically changing the her to your own need? You fell in love with her for who she was. If she wasn't how she was, she wouldn't have met you.


For A Friend...



PTPTN is driving me nuts, print this print that, this missing that missing, redo this, no need to that, get this and get that. It's driving me up the wall. Hopefully tomorrow is the last of it. the 132132545345th time is the charm. I hope.



I hung out with DH35 today after lunch with Sook Yeang. DH35 the juniors. They are friendly, but they are all girls. Realized the new intakes like to segregate themselves. I obviously hung out with the girls. But I can't remember any of their names. I'm a horrible person.



What sucked about today was I overslept and sped to college to meet with Rainbow so she could help me get the PTPTN thing done and I get a phone call.

Hello, Navin? Hi, I'm calling from the division's office. Mr. Lim is on medical leave so you don't have class today. Please pass the message around.

I was like watafak? That mean we had a good 4 hours to burn. 4 hours that I could have continued sleeping with.


Iqa, Remon, Rainbow and myself were sitting at the mamak at LCS and I came up with a brilliant plan to prank Vivien. Called her at 10.50am and told her class was not canceled and I will pick her up. Mind you class was supposed to be at 11am.


She got ready, picked her up and took her to college. She sat at in the classroom. By then it was 11.20am. Half the class didn't get the memo that class is canceled.

Guys class canceled la
We don't believe you, you like conning us alot
Seriously la, if I'm right I'll slap all of you
Okay sure

*VIJAY AND BRYAN WENT TO CHECK WITH THE DIVISION'S OFFICE AND COME BACK*

OI, watafak you all sitting for? Class canceled la... you people all ar....

Class, Me, Bryan

Vivien was pissed but how could she stay pissed at me, IT'S ME! Yer, soo perasan.

It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be the mother to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Pencil Case Where Art Thou

It's a sure sign I'm getting old. I'm becoming more and more forgetful.


I lost my pencil case, with ALL my stationary. Including my favorite pens and pencils. They have sentimental value. It's gone, I guess I have to do a more thorough job looking for em in the evening.


I lost my thumb-drive late last year and I really miss that specific thumb-drive. I need to start remembering. I need to make notes of everything. I need to remember.

IN THE CAR WITH REMON

Dude, I have this song which is specially for you
Owh, soo sweet
*SONG PLAYS*
GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED.....
=.="

Remon, Me, Radio

As gay as this may sound, I want to be like Remon and Aiman. They are secretive but in a good way, friendly as they are, they know the limits. I need limits.


I feel like puking.... stomach is not satisfied with the dinner.


Everyone has issues. For alot of my "friends" this first two months are the best. Girlfriend problems, boyfriend problems, problem problems etc. you get the idea. But here I am, problemless (at least I think so) and it feels good but pathetic that no one is there to enjoy it with me.

Which brings me back to my pencil case. Art is like guitaring for me. It's another "holiday ticket" out of life and enjoy the smaller things in life. Drawing sets me free, so did guitaring.

I Can Stop The Pain
If I Will It All Away
Don't Turn Away
Don't Give In To The Pain
Don't Try To Hide
Though They're Screaming Your Name
Don't Close Your Eyes
God Knows What Lies Behind Them
Don't Turn Out The Light
Never Sleep, Never Die


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Visions

Yes, I love drum & bass and when I actually googled the lyrics for this one song, I was quite shocked. How'd they do it? The distortion effect just suited the song and sounded freaking awesone,


I give you


PENDULUM - VISIONS




Change your Visions, give us a sound
Keep your ears to the ground
Lost your mind, and out of control
I'm gonna be a fucking superstar

Change your Visions, give us a sound
Keep your ears to the ground
Lost your mind, and out of control

Change your Visions, give us a sound
Keep your ears to the ground
Lost your mind, and out of control
I'm gonna be a fucking superstar

Well it's not too much to ask of you, baby,
It's not too much to ask
It's not too much to ask of you, baby
Why don't you come around, come around, come around, come around

Just leave this place
So no-one's a flat age
Just leave this place
We are going to turn things around

Change your Visions, give us a sound
Keep your ears to the ground
Lost your mind, and out of control

Change your Visions, give us a sound
Keep your ears to the ground
Lost your mind, and out of control
I'm gonna be a fucking superstar

Well it's not too much to ask of you, baby,
It's not too much to ask
It's not too much to ask of you, baby
Why don't you come around, come around, come around, come around

Just leave this place
So no-one's a flat age
Just leave this place
We are going to turn things around

Change your Visions, give us a sound
Keep your ears to the ground
Lost your mind, and out of control

Change your Visions, give us a sound
Keep your ears to the ground
Lost your mind, and out of control






He Who Laughs Last, Doesn't Get The Joke.... Pfftt.... Idiot


These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up

Where Is Everybody?

Frankly I'm a tad bit worried. Does anyone read this blog anymore?


What's wrong with you people? Comment abit LAH!


What was up with your faces? Accept new people in your lives, especially if they are gonna be your colleagues, class mates etc. And if you are shocked that you have them don't make it soo fucking obvious.


Other people have feelings too, you people make it seem like you own the world and everyone on it. You are the first to get upset too if people make the same remarks about you. Hypocrite, lousy fucked up hypocrite.


And then there was YOU.


We were talking about our school days, yes you know who you are and reminiscing about the past made me hate you more. You were one bitch that LOVED to use people.



Her Majesty had her ego soo high up her ass that she thought she was queen of the world and started to boss people around.

Her Majesty does not believe in courtesy. Nuff said

Her Majesty has no remorse. Do you even regret it? Don't you feel guilty? Honestly you are one sick human being.


Whatever the case, no matter how much it looks like I hate these people, I'll treat them like neutrals. If you know who you are don't worry, I'm not gonna bite your head off. It's just a waste of fucking time and breath.


My cousin says I have a dark/emo/ full of anger blog. To him, I agree.

Frankly this is how my life is, sir



My opinion on my friends who are in relationships. If it's a "girlfriend" they are shy at first but are friendly people. If it's a "boyfriends" they most probably end up as egoistic cunts.


Yes this is an anger filled post. Funny, I don't feel angry. I'm just confused with everything yet I'm happy.


Change Your Visions, Give Us A Sound;
Keep Your Ears To The Ground.
Lost Your Mind, And Out Of Control...
I'm Gonna Be A Fucking Superstar

These are my thoughts and views. If it really offends you, either you are a pushover or just a freaking baby, grow up